the promise (1st book in "past" series)

I am without her

Advait :

"

When you start to like the flower you pluck it from the plant but when you falls in love with the flower, you started to water it daily. This beautiful answer gave by buddha. She told me this answer from her one of the books.

I never thought that losing a person whom you love can give you the sense of death. I didn't feel those words till I have not lose her. The night was good she said yes for my proposal but that night also changed my life in every way. Those days without her felt like someone had stabbed knife in my heart and I can't take it out. My brain was not working, how could she disappear from my life. In those I just wanted to be with her, I wanted her. I could have given everything to anyone who could lead me to her. In those days, I convinced my life was all around her.

My whole world crashed down when I saw her in the bedroom in that situation. She was laying there without any clothes, her eyes had lost the shine, she was not moving or replying to anyone. Tears were flowing down from her eyes. I wanted to stay with her, I wanted to tell her that I am with her and will be but I couldn't. I wanted to treat her but my hands were not working in the process where they should. I asked mansi to treat her with her team. It felt like I had no soul in my body without her. When mansi came out of the room and told me about her situation, I was happy with the thought she was fine. I was strong but after seeing her in the situation I was weak, I was helpless. I had to be with her but first I had to built myself for her. I wanted to be her strength not her weakness.

 She stopped answering everyone, She was not smiling or reacting to anything. I thought she was recovering when she came to nivi's place and I was ready to meet her too but everything collapsed when she committed suicide. Her parents visited her and I don't know what her parents said to her but after that she only said, 'I don't want to live, they don't want me after this. This is bad.' Those were the words she said after the incident. My heart clenched with her words, I told her I will be with her for the rest of her life. I don't know what came over to her but she changed in the night.

I didn't know the meaning of love until i met her. I never believed in unconditional love until i saw her magical smile. I never believed in getting lost, until I got lost in her glittering eyes. I never believed in late night texts, until i started talking with her. I never believed the myth of words until it made me fall for her. I never believed in long distance relationships until i met her.I never believed in telepathy until i cried when she were in pain. I am complete with her and without her I am incomplete.

The day changes us but I think the gave me back my love. Now, I know she is mine and no one is going to take her away from me. She will be with me forever and today I will promise her again. In front of whole world, I will vow to her, I will promise her with my words. She is mine and she will be mine in every way.

I am proud of my wife. I never wanted to show anyone but I wanted to show that person who rejected my wife and said she is nothing but an trash without her innocence. When my company announced vacancy news on social media, He send his resume to it and I accepted him as his employee. I did it intentionally. I asked her to visit me to my company, She wore saree on that day.

I arranged a little party for my employees to introduce my love to them. I also did some arrangement with shreepad and reynash. I told shreepad to be with him for moments when I will introduce him to my wife and shreepad did that. I introduced him to my wife while telling him about her, I kept my hand on her waist possessively. In the end, he bows his head in shame in front of her and that's exactly what I wanted from him.

"

" Hey, let's go ! " reynash said to advait while pulling him out of his world.

and now it was time when he would claim her again in front of the world.

" I love the way who I am with you,
I love the way you made me smile,
I love it when you made those funny faces,
I love it when you bite your lip in confusion,
I love the way you are, I love it when we spend time with each other,
I love the way we talk with each other without saying anything,
I love your flaws 'cause they makes what you are. "
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