Rocky (Ronnie and Jacky BoyxBoy) [COMPLETED] {1}

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

JACKY'S POV

I woke up from one of the best dreams ever, if only it had been real. I pulled on a black wife beater and black skinny jeans before walking out to the rest of the guys, running my fingers through my hair. I got a glass of water and sat down.

My eyes drifted over to Ronnie and he was looking at his feet, playing with his thumbs and biting his lip. I just looked back at my feet, not wanting Ronnie to catch me staring at him.

Ronnie ended up just going back into the bunk area. Ten minutes later, I went back there because I had to go to the bathroom and I didn't hear the shower running so I just walked in.

I saw Ronnie just stepping out of the shower without a towel and I felt myself staring. Damnit Jacky, look away! Look aw-

"Jacky?" My thoughts were interupted by Ronnie's voice slicing through them. I shook my head and saw Ronnie had wrapped a towel around his waist. I could tell by his eyes he was waiting for an answer, one I didn't have for him.

"I-uh-um-er-I-eh-" I stuttered before running away. I ran out of the bunk area, past the guys and out of the bus. I just kept running, I didn't care where I was headed, I just wanted to get away. Tears were stinging but I didn't stop. I kept running until I felt like I was about to fall over and die. I look around and saw I was surrounded by trees and thats all. 

I just slammed my back against the tree and slid down so I was sitting on the ground. I tucked my bottom lip in and bit it really hard to stop the tears but they kept pouring. I grabbed onto my hair and started pulling it as hard as I could. I screamed at the top of my lungs and turned around, starting to punch the tree.

I just ended up lying on the ground, curled up in a ball, sobbing quietly.

"JACKY! JACKY!" I heard Ronnie calling me and I just curled into a tighter ball, hoping he wouldn't find me. "JACKY!" Ronnie yelled and I heard somebody running towards me. I tucked my face into my body and tried to wipe my tears as best as I could but they kept falling, "Jacky" I heard Ronnie whisper, out of breath as he touched my back and I jumped.

"Jacky, what happend back there, why'd you run?" He asked, helping me sit up. I just looked down and chewed on my piercings. "Jacky" He wrapped his finger around my chin and forced me to look into his huge brown eyes. I opened my mouth to say something but couldn't find my voice so I just closed it. "You can tell me anything Jacky" He whispered.

"I-I'm gay Ronnie." I mumbled and he bit his lip. Damnit, I knew it, he thinks I'm a freak, he wants me out of the band now.

"R-Really?" I nodded, tears starting to roll down my cheeks again.

"You ha-hate me no-now, don-don't you?" I stuttered, not able to look up at him.

"Maybe this will answer your question" He said quietly before crashing his lips with mine,

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Kinda got idea from ravensacademy

This and 3 other interviews of Jacky and Ryan inspired me <3 --------------->

JACKY IS SO FREAKIN ADORABLE AND HIS ACCENT OH MY WSDHKJFNMCIJSDKJ

This was really a combination of ideas xD

Sorry it was so short :(

Hope you enjoyed <3