Rocky (Ronnie and Jacky BoyxBoy) [COMPLETED] {1}

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

JACKY'S POV

I walked inside the venue and saw the guys getting ready. Ronnie turned around and looked at me with huge eyes.

"JACKY!!!" He shouted, running over and bringing me into a tight embrace. " I wanna let you know that I love you so fucking much!!" Sure, mhmm.

"Okay, I have to go get my guitar" I said, wriggling out of his grasp. As I walked over to my guitar, Ronnie had a stunned look on his face. I know i was being a cold hearted bitch, but at the moment, I didn't care.

I picked up my guitar and started tuning it. We were called out and we all walked out there. I put on a fake smile and Ronnie acted like his normal happy self... but that was just acting and I knew it. Ronnie left me alone for the whole show, thank God and then it was time for a signing. I sat at the total opposite end of the table from Ronnie and still continued to keep on my fake smile. We finnaly got back to the bus and I went straight to my bunk, already having moved my stuff back before the show.

I was laying there, letting silent tears slowly roll down my face when I heard a voice.

"Jacky" I froze. It was Ronnie. "Jacky, can I come in? I need to know what's going on!" I just rolled over, facing the wall of the bus and pretended to be asleep. I heard my curtain open and tried to still pretend to be asleep. I casually rolled again so I was on my back. "Jacky" He said, barley abover a whisper as he ran his hand down my cheek. "I love you so much Jacky. Don't you ever fucking forget that" He said as he pecked my lips and it took all I had not to cringe. He walked away and I let out a huge breath, letting all the tears I had been holding back fall.

Why did this have to happen? Why!

I avoided him for the next few weeks and he didn't seem to understand why. In three weeks, we were being let off tour to go to our families and such for christmas before coming back to finish the tour. How I couldn't wait to be in the UK, away from the drama for a few weeks

"Jacky" Ronnie said, pulling open my curtain. I peeked out from under my blanket to see his tear stained face

"Yes?" I asked, sounding as innocent as possible.

"Why the hell are you avoiding me?" He asked,close to tears. I sighed and sat up, looking up at him.

"I-I think we should break up" I could see his heart shatter into a million pieces, all of the color draining from his face. "I-I sa-saw you and Ryan" I managed to say and he bit his lip before opening his mouth to speak.

"B-but Jacky! He kissed me!" He cried.

"I know you and Ryan are really close... I don't want to get in the way of you happiness-"

"I'm only happy with you Jacky!" He interupted me.

"I-I just don't want to cause drama over us fighting over you. Ryan can have you. You two really suit anyway." With that, I got out of the bunk and walked out of the bus, into the cold, not letting him say anything in response. I dug a ciggerate out of my pocket and lit it. My problems seeming to drift away with the gray smoke swirling in the wind.

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c0ma_white gave me the idea

Listening to Concrete Angel~ Martina McBride