Kissing On His Tattoos

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Few Months Later

Months Flew By, and Me and Bae Are Official. No, Not August. Remember The Guy I Met At The Mall ? Desmond ? We've Only Been Together For A Month, But I Haven't Seen August In A LONG Time. We Kind Of Fell Off Though. Sad. We Haven't Been Texting or Calling Each Other. I Only Text Him To Check On Him, But I Believe He Has Found Him A Lover. Proud Of Him..

Me and Desmond Were Sitting In My Room Chilling. Just A Boring Day. I Was On My Laptop Doing Some Online Shopping, and He Was Just Laying Down and On His Phone Doing Whatever. The Only Noise You Heard In My Room Was The Low Volumed Tv and Me Typing On The Keyboard. I Think Our Relationship Is A Little Awkward Though, But I Like Him A Lot. The Thing Is, This Is My First Time Ever Being In A Relationship. I Was Struggling When I Was Younger, So I Wasn't Worried About Any Boys. I Never Kissed Any Guy, I Was Never Touched On, and Another Thing Is. Little Me Is Still A Virgin. I Think It's Good That I'm Still A Virgin. Not Giving My Cookie Away Anytime Soon...

"Kendal?" Desmond Spoke. I Turned Around and Looked At Him "Yes?" I Answered. He Sat Up and Sat His Phone Down, He Cleared His Throat and Looked At Me. "You A Virgin?" He Asked. Really Nigga? I Wiped My Eyes and Smiled A Little "Yup.." He Scrunched Up His Face and I Did Too. "You Lying?" He Asked. I Shook My Head Slowly and Looked At Him A Little Crazy. His Face Was Still Scrunched Up and He Looked Away. I Was Still Looking At Him Like He Was Crazy, Is It Bad That I'm Still A Virgin or What? "Why You Looking Like That?" I Asked. He Shook His Head and Laughed "Nothing" "Shiid, It's Something.." I Said Catching A Little Attitude and Raising My Eyebrow. He Looked At Me and Laughed. I Just Rolled My Eyes and Continued My Shopping Online. As I Was Browsing The Internet, He Stood Behind Me and Rested His Arms On My Shoulder. "Remember When I First Met You and I Was Talking About How I Knew You Catched Attitudes Quick Because How You Posed and How Your Eyebrows Go With Your Facial Expressions.." He Whispered In My Ear. I Laughed A Little Nodded. His Voice Sent Chills Down My Back. I Never Felt Anything Like This. He Started Kissing and Sucking On My Neck. It Felt Weird, But Also Good. I Wasn't Comfortable So I Pushed His Head Away and Wiped My Neck. "What's Wrong Baby?" He Asked. "We're Moving Too Fast and I Don't Feel Comfortable With All That.." I Said Then Looked Down At My Phone. He Smacked His Lips and Laid Back Down On The Bed. "You Mad ?" I Asked Then Turned Around To Look At Him. "Nah, But Damn Just Try It." He Said. I SIghed and Put My hand On My Forehead "Didn't I Just Say I'm Not Comfortable With All That?" I Kind Of Yelled. He Has Been Kind Of Pissing Me Off, But I Guess This Is How Relationships Are. "Try To Get Comfortable." He Kind Of Yelled Back. "Look, I Don't Have Time For This. I'm Busy.." I Said Then Faced The Laptop. "Shopping Is Busy? That's All Your Ass Do. Shop, Go Out, Shop, and Go Out" I Rolled My Eyes and Walked Out The Room. He Better Quick Before I Lose My Damn Temper. I Gotta Keep It Cool...

Later On That Day..

Desmond and I Hasn't Said Anything To Each Other Since That Little Mini Arguement. But Guess Who Called, August. We Had A Really Long Conversation and Him and His Nieces Wanted To Come Over Tomorrow For Dinner. I Just Can't Wait To See Him and My Little Babies! I Missed Them So Much.

I Was Sitting In The Living Room, and I Just Came Out The Shower. I Was On My Phone and Watching Tv At The Same Time. This Is All I Do and It's Bad ! I Saw Desmond Coming From Downstairs and He Was Looking At Me. I Looked At Him and Back Down At My Phone. He Stood In Front Of Me But I Ignored Him. He Cleared His Throat and Tapped Me. I Looked Up At Him and He Smiled A Little. "Can I Talk To You?" He Asked With His Deep Voice But It Was Kind Of Soft. "Sure.." I Answered and Moved Over For Him To Sit. He Grabbed My Left Hand and Rubbed It. "I'm Sorry About Earlier Baby, I Didn't Know It'd Make You Mad." I Sighed and Looked At Him. I Smiled A Little and Rubbed His Hand With My Right Hand. "It's Alright..I'm Just Not Used To All This" I Said and Looked Down At My Feet As I Was Making Them Hit Each Other. I Wanted To Tell Him About August and His Nieces Coming, But He Don't Know That I'm Good Friends With Him. He Might Not Even Believe Me !

"Bae?" I Said Kind Of Quiet. "Wassup?" He Answered. I Smiled A Little and Looked At Him, "Well, I Have A Friend That Wants To Come Over and Have Dinner With Us Tomorrow Night. You Know, Me, You, Him, and His Nieces.." I Said While Being Kind Of Nervous. He Looked At Me Like I Was Crazy, But I Frowned A Little. "It's A He?" He Said While Still Looking At me Crazy. "Damn, You Want It To Be A She? I'll Call Jazmine To Come Over As Well If You Don't Want Another Guy Here.." I Kind of Yelled As I Stood. He Started Laughing Then Grabbed My Hand "Baby, Calm Down. You Need To Control That Attitude, But Shiiid. Why Not Bring Jazmine!" He Said With A Smile. He Plays Tooooo Much, But I Guess I Can Deal. We Watched Tv For A While, Cleaned The House, and Went To Wal-Mart To Find Us Something To Cook.