Kissing On His Tattoos

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Later On That Night

I Was In My Room, Wrapping Up My Hair, and Listening To Soft Music. My Eyes Burn and My Head Still Hurts From Laughing Earlier, Jazmine Came Over For A Little While and She Had Me Dying! As I Walked Over To My Bed and Was Getting Ready To Crawl On It. The Door Bell Rung. Ugh. I Sighed and Slowly Walked Downstairs and To The Door. It's Time For Me To Go To Bed and They Wanna Play! I Looked Through The Peep Hole, But It Was Dark, I Guess They Were Covering It Up With Their FInger. "Who Is It?" I Kind Of Yelled and Had A Little Bit Of An Attitude. "Just Open The Door.."The Deep Low Voice Said. "Tell Me Who This Is First.." I Said and Had My Hand On The Door Nob and Top Lock. "Damn Kendal, Just Open The Door." The Person Said, Sound Like They Were Getting Angry, But I Don't Care ! I Unlocked The Door and Cracked The Door and Saw.......Desmond Standing There.....

"What The Hell Are You Doing Here?" I Opened The Door Wide and Yelled. "I Came Here To Apologize" He Said. "And You Think I'm Going To Forgive You?" "Damn! You Should.." I Had Rolled My Eyes "But I Won't!" I Kind Of Yelled. "Stop Yelling, It's Too Late For All That Shit." He Said and Scrunched Up His Face. I Scrunched Up My Face As Well "You Don't Tell Me What To Do.." I Said and Put My Hand On My Hip. "Anyways, Kendal, I Just Wanted To Tell You That I Am So Sorry For What I Did. I Know It Was Wrong, But I Had Shit Going Through My Head and I Didn't Know What To Do!" I Had Looked Confused and Looked Around "Apparently You Did Know What To Do, Beating On Me and Shit.." I Said. I Really Don't Have Time For This Apologizing Shit, I Am Not Going To Forgive Him. It Was Fucked Up For What He Did, and Seeing Him Again Just Makes Me Wanna Beat Him Some More Like I Did That Other Day. I Has Sighed Again and Looked Around Outside. "It's Time For You To Go Desmond, I Don't Have Time To Be All Emotional Tonight, All I Wanted To Do Was Watch Tv and Chill" I Said. He Kind Of Smiled "Really? You Can Watch Tv With Me.." I Had Rolled My Eyes "Hell Nah, and Plus I Gotta Get Up Early So Bye!" I Said and Smiled Then Shut The Door and Locked It.

Next Day

"August Come On! We're Going To Miss The Plane!" I Yelled To August While I Was Outside Struggling With The Bags. "Shut Up! I'm Coming!" I Heard Him Yell Back. He Already Had His Bags In My Rent-a-truck. I Had To Rent A Truck Because My Car Is Toooo Small For All Those Bags. When He Walked Outside, He Laughed Because He Saw me Struggling. He Grabbed 2 Bags and Threw Them In The Truck. "Be Careful Dude, Remember, This Is Not My Truck!" I Said and Put The Rest Of My Things In The Truck. He Got In The Drivers Seat and I Rushed Back In The House To Grab My Phone and House Key. I Shut The Door and Locked It and Got Into The Truck. Ready To Go To Cali!

Many Hours Later (9pm) Los Angeles, CA

Me and August Were At My Auntie's House, The One Who Gave Me Money To Move To Texas. She Still Lives In The Same House and Her Kids Has Got Big! We Were Just Going Over To My Parents House Tomorrow Morning. It's Going To Be Really Weird. August and My Aunt Were Having A Long and Full Conversation About Music, My Aunt Is A BIG Fan Of Trey Songz and She Was Talking About Him To August. August Just Kept Laughing At Her, He Always Laughing At Somebody. "Kendalynn, How Is Texas?" My Aunt Asked. "It's Pretty Good, I Love It." I Answered and Smiled. "I Thought You Moved To Houston, and After You Moved, You Haven't Hit Me Up!" "I Wish I DId, But I Was Calling You For A Month After I Moved." I Said. "Oh Yeah, You Right" She Said Then Laughed. My Aunt Is Very Very Goofy. "I'm Just Glad You Didn't Become A Stripper.." She Said Then Laughed Again. "You Know I Had Actually Thought Of Being A Stripper At One Point, But I Was Like No! I'm Too Classy." I Said and Smiled."and I'm Glad You Chose Wisely" August Said. I Playfully Rolled My Eyes and Frowned A Little Bit "Auntie, Can I Ask You Something?" "Sure Baby.." I Kind Of Sighed and Scratched My Head "Has My Parents Ever Talked About Me? Have They Ever Metioned Me Once?" i Asked and Looked At Her. She Kind Of Frowned and Looked Down "To Be Honest, No. Everytime I Brought You Up, They Change The Subject.." She Said and Looked Up At Me. I Felt My Eyes Getting Watery, I FInd It Kind Of Fucked Up. Those Are My Parents, It's Like That Just Don't Love Me Anymore. "They Ever Said Anything Bad About Me?" I Asked, I Was Curious and I Wanted To Know Everything! "Yeah, A Lot Actually. I Had To Get On To Them About It.." I Began Shaking My Leg, Hoping It Would Help To Hold Back My Tears "What They Say?" She Sighed and Sat Up. "Well, Your Mom Once Called You A Fast Ass Bitch and A Slut. She Was Just Saying Things That Even Hurt My Feelings! Your Father Was Just Saying You Should Have Been Acting Right and You Would Have Never Been Homeless and Your Ass Could Have Had A Nicer House Down Here Instead of Moving Far Away.." She Said and Kind Of Wiped Her Eyes. I Felt August Staring At Me, and I Hate It When He Does That! He Know When I'm Getting ready To Cry. "Now It's Like I Don't Even Want To See Them Anymore.." I Said With My Shaky Voice and Got Up From The Table. August Got Up As Well and Followed Me To The Bathroom. I Cried and He Comfort Me By Hugging Me. "Calm Down Baby, It's Okay. " He Said Softly. I Hugged Him Tight, Not Wanting To Let Go. Why Would My Parents Even Say That........

Next Day

Today Was The Day, Meeting My Parents Again After Some Years Later. I Put On A White Tee and Some Distressed Jeans With Some White Sandals With A Big White Bow On It. My Hair Was In A Bun. I Was Nervous As Hell, August and My Aunt Could Tell. I Didn't Even Eat! We Were On Our Way To Their House. I Was Looking At The Neighborhoods, They Never Changed. The Bad Ass Kids, Dudes Skateboarding, Garage Sales, and All. I Let August Sit In The Front Seat, I Needed To Sit In The Back To Calm My Nerves. "You Alright Back There Ma'?" August Turned and Asked. I Was Tapping On My Phone and I Smiled "Yeah, I'm Good." My Aunt Laughed and Turned The Radio Up A Little More. New Flame By Chris Brown Was Playing, It Was Calming Me Down Though. I Hummed The Words and Was Looking Out The Window. I Looked Down The Street and Could Tell We Were Probably A Minute Away......

"Come On Child, Get Out!" My Auntie Told Me and Smiled. I Smiled Back and Kind of Shook My Head. "Please! Come On!" She Said Again. "Go In There First, Tell Them They Have A Surprise and Come get Me" I Said and Looked At Both Of Them "You Are Something Else" August Said, Smiled, and Shook His Head. "Well I Guess We Can Do That." My Aunt Said. My Aunt and August Walked Up To The Front Door and Knocked. I Was Taking Deep Breaths and Looking At Them. I Saw The Door Open and Saw A Lady With A White Long Night Gown and Rollers In Her Hair. Of Course, My Mom. I Saw Her Hug My Aunt and Looked At August and Smiled. "This Your Man?" I Heard My Mom Ask My Aunt. My Aunt Laughed and Shook Her Head "Oh Nooo! This Is Someone Elses Man." I Saw My Mom Smile and Look At Him Again "Then Why Is He Here With You?" She Asked. "Because, His Girlfriend Is Still In The Car. Acting All Nervous and Stuff." I Heard Her Say. My Heart Started Pounding! "Tell Her To Get Out The Car!" My Mom Said. I Saw All Three Of Them Look At The Car. They Were All Smiling and I Was Nervous. "Come Here" I Heard August Say. I Closed My Eyes and Took Another Deep Breath, I Opened Them and Stepped Out The Car and Shut The Door. I Was Looking Down and Was Playing With My Fingers As I Walked Towards Them. My Aunt Shoved Me, I Knew She Wanted Me To Look Up. I Looked Up, I Was Still Biting My Lips and Playing With My Fingers. "Well Hello There Pretty Lady, What's Your Name?" My Mom Said. My Face Kind Of Changed Because She Didn't Regonize Me, I Looked At August and My Aunt. "Kelly, I'm Pretty Sure You've Met This Young Lady Before. You Met Her When She Was A Baby and Up To 14." My aunt Was Giving My Mama Hella Hints But My Mama Was Focusing On My Face. "I Still Don't Know, What's Your Name Baby?" She Asked. I Was Playing With My Fingers More and I Looked Down "My Name Is Kendalynn, I'm Your Daughter.." I Said Kind Of Soft. I Slowly Looked Up and Saw My Mama Scrunching Up Her Face.................