Kissing On His Tattoos

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Me and August  Have Been Really Talking A Lot, Actually More Than We Did When We First Met. He's Coming Back From The UK Today, and I'm Just At The Mall Shopping For Clothes Just In Case We Stay Up There For A While. Meeting My Parents Again WIll Probably Be A Little Awkward, Damn, Would They Even Remember Me? Shit, Probably Still Hate Me. I Had Like 3 Bags Full Of Clothes and 2 Bags Of Shoes. I Swear I Be Spoiling Myself Like Crazy. If My Sister Was Here, She'll Be Spoiled Too. I Gotta Stop Talking About, Ima Get All Emotional....

Now, I Was At Home Packing. Getting Ready To Go To Cali Baby! I Really Miss Cali Though, But I'll Just Stay Here In Texas For My Own Safety. I Wonder If My Parents Changed The House Around, They've Always Done It. When I Finished Packing, I Was Getting Ready To Cook Dinner For Myself. I'm Really Not Looking Forward For Any Company, I Like To Be Alone In This House. No Kids, No Animals, No People, Just Me. I Began Cooking Until Flashbacks Were Filling Up My Head

Flashback

"Kendal Why You Act Like You're So Damn Grown?" My Mother Said As She Was Talking To Me After I Just Got Off From School. "What Are You Talking About? How Am I Acting Like I'm Grown?" I Said Then Rolled My Eyes. "See! That Shit Right There, Rolling Your Eyes At Me Like You're Crazy.." She Kind Of Yelled. I Smacked My Lips "Whatever.." I Brushed Past Her. I Felt A Hard Pull On My Hair and I Fell Onto The Floor. "Don't You Ever Fucking Do That Again! Every Since Your Sister Left, You've Been Acting Like A Little Grown Ass Bitch.." My Mother Yelled At Me. She Always Had To Put My Sister In Every Situation, I Just Got Up and Powered Walk To My Room. I Had Shut The Door and Locked It. Tears Rolled Down My Cheek and I Threw My Bag Down. I Grabbed The Bag Of Weed and My Lighter and Headed Outside, I'm Ready To Do This Now.......

End Of Flashback

As I Was Staring In Space, I Was Hearing Someone Calling My Name. How The Fuck They Get In? I Blinked My Eyes Multiple Times and Looked At The Front Door. The Person Stood There and Smiled, She Was Beautiful! She Was Short, Had Straight Hair, and Almost Looked Like Me. She Was An Angel, My Sister... I Don't Know If I'm Tripping Or Not. I Cleared My Throat "Am I Tripping Or You're Standing Here?" I Kind Of Asked Quietly. She Laughed and I Kind Of Smiled. I Missed Hearing That! "I'm Really Here Kendal.." She Touched Me and It Was Really Soft. I Felt A Tear Roll Down My Cheek. "Don't Cry Sister, Just Know That I'm Still Safe and In A Better Place.." She Said So Softly. I Shook My Head and Cried Some More "But Kaylee, I Just Really Really Miss You. I Just Need You To Come Back." I Cried and Said. "Cry No More Sister, I Am Here. Still Here, Looking Down At You, and Mama and Daddy.." She Said. It Sound Like She Was Fading Away, I Looked Up and She Was Gone. I Smiled and Went To Go Wash My Hands, and Began Cooking Again..