Kissing On His Tattoos

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Few More Days Later

Me and Desmond Has Been Pissed Off At Each Other Lately, We Don't Sleep Together, Eat Together, or Ride Around Together. Every Since The Dinner Night, He's Been So Pissed For Dumb Reasons. Me and August Hasn't Talked Since That Conversation We Had The Other Day. I Was Still Stuck On The Question Desmond Asked Me, I Really Don't Want To Be With August, I Know He Just Wants Me For One Reason and I Don't Need All That! I Love Desmond A Lot, But He Needs To Stop Hitting Me. He Caused This Big Ass Bruise Thats Beside My Eye, I Cover It Up With Make Up Though. Today I Was Just Chilling With Jazmine At Her Place, We Just Really Need To Catch Up.

"So Wassup With You and August?" Jazmine Asked As She Bit Into Her Apple. I Chuckled and Looked At Her "Me and Him Hasn't Talked In A Looong Time.." She Scrunched Up Her Face and Was Smacking On The Apple. I Tried Not To Laugh But I Was Smiling. "Why?!" She Asked While Looking Surprised. "Did I Tell You What Happened After You Left From Our Dinner Night?" She Was Shaking Her Head Fast, She Got Comfortable Getting Ready To Listen What I Was Getting Ready To Tell Her.

I Told Her What Happened and What Desmond Has Been Doing To Me. Her Mouth Was Wide Open and She Threw Her Un-Finished Apple In The Trash. "Why Are You Still With Desmond? That Nigga Is Crazy!" She Yelled. I Shrugged and Threw My Hands In The Air "I Love Him Jazmine!" I Kind Of Raised My Voice. She Got Up and Got A Paper Towel From The Roll On The Table and Wiped Her Hands. "That Doesn't Mean Anything Kendal! The More You Love Him, The More He's Gonna Keep Hitting Your Ass" She Said and Threw The Paper Towel In The Trash. "He's Not Gonna Keep Hitting Me!" I Kind Of Yelled. "Bullshit! How Many Times He Hit You?" She Asked. "More Than 6 Times I Know.." I Said Kind Of Quietly. Jazmine Threw Her Head Back and Threw Her Hands In The Air. "What The Fuck Kendal! You Can Do Fucking Better, I Would Rather Be With August Than-" She Was Cut Off By Me Speaking. "You Would Just Be With August For His Money and His Sex, You Wouldn't Care.." I Said. She Looked Like She Was Getting Pissed But I Didn't Care "I Got Enough Fucking Money, Fuck You Mean? and His Sex? Where Is You Getting This Shit From?" She Kind Of Yelled. I Rolled My Eyes "Don't Lie! You Know Thats All You Want..." Jazmine Stood There For A While and Shook Her Head "Kendal, Just Get Your Confused Ass Out My House. Be With That Nigga Desmond and Let Him Keep Beating Your Ass, Don't Come Crying To My Ass When He Tries To Kill You, All I Want To Do Is Help You Get Away From That But Nahhh You Fucking Love The Nigga.." She Said Then Pointed To The Door. I Shrugged, Grabbed My Things, and Headed Out The Door. Now Jazmine Doesn't Know What She Is Talking About, I Guess I Just Lost A Friend. It's Alright, I Got Desmond On My Side....

Later On That Day

"Why Are You Getting Mad Over Little Things?!" I Yelled At Desmond, He Got PISSED When I Didn't Hear Him Calling My Name When I Was In My Room. He Grabbed My Arm and Pulled Me Closer To Him "Bitch It's Your Ass Thats Getting Me All Stressed and Shit." He Yelled All In My Face. "Bitch?!!" I Said and Slapped Him. He Covered His Face and Looked At Me. I Was Afraid and Wasn't Afraid At The Same Time. "You Fucked Up...." He Said With His Deep Voice. He Pulled Me Inside The Room and Locked The Door. I Regret It, I Regret Slapping Him. Now,  Just Regret Being WIth Him. I Should've Listened To August and Jazmine. This Hurts, BAD. He's Raping Me.................................