Kissing On His Tattoos

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The Next Day

August Was Taking His Shower, While I Was Downstairs Breast Feeding Zay. Chay, Mya, and Kay Were On Their Way Over. They are So Excited To See Zay. I Was Done Feeding Him and There Was A Knock On The Door, I Fixed My Shirt and Walked Over To The Door While I Was Still Holding Zay. I Opened The Door and Saw....Desmond?

"The Fuck Are You Doing Here?" I Asked While I Got Mad. "Damn Chill, I Just Wanted To Come Over and Say Sorry" He Said. "What The Fuck Did I Say Last Time? I Don't Ever Want To See You Again, Your Ass Already Apologized, I Don't Care What You Have To Say To Me." I Told Him. I Was Hopng August Would Hurry and Come Down In Time. He Looked At Me, Then Zay. "Who's Baby?" He Asked. "My Baby, Now Bye Desmond!" I Said and Tried To Shut The Door, But He Stopped It With His Foot. "No, You Stop Fucking Acting Like That! What I Did To You Happened Months Ago. Forgive Me, Remember What You Told Me? Don't Hold Grudges?" He Brought Up The Past and I Hated That. I Sighed and Shook My Head "Nah, Fuck That. I'm Not Forgiving You After What You Did To Me. You Realize That Shit Hurt Me? Beating Me? Raping Me? That Shit Wasn't Cute At All. Fuck You Desmond" I Said and Tried To Shut The Door In His Face But He Stopped It Again. "Try To Shut The Door On Me One More Fucking Time.." He Said and Started To Look Angry. I Got Kind Of Scared and Didn't Want Him To Do Anything Bad. "Can I Hold The Baby?" He Asked While Looking At Zay. Zay Was Just Moving His Arms Around and Just Looking Adorable. But Desmond Is Not Gonna Hold or Touch My Baby. "No.." I Said Quietly. "No?" He Looked At Me Crazy "Let Me Hold The Damn Baby!" He Yelled, Which Scared Zay and Made Him Cry. I Shook My Head and Tried Walking Off. Out Of Nowhere, I Saw Desmond Hands Wrapped Around Me Trying To Get Zay. "Stop!" I Yelled and Was Holding Zay To Where He Couldn't Get Him. "August!" I Yelled and Zay Was Crying Louder. August Rushed Downstairs and Saw What Was Going On "What The Fuck?" August Said and Pushed Desmond Out The Door. "Nigga What The Fuck You Doing Here? You Trynna Put Your Hands On My Child Too? I Will Fuck Yo Ass Up Nigga, Don't Play.." August Said To Desmond. August Looked Really Mad, Don't Touch What's His. Desmond Walked Away and Got Into His Car. August Shut The Door and Looked At Me. I Was Trying To Calm Zay Down By Rocking Him. "Shhh.." I Said To Zay. "Why Was He Over Here?" August Asked. I Really Don't Like To Talk To August When He's Mad, It Kind of Scares Me. I Looked At Him and Bit my Lip "I Don't Know, He Came Out Of Nowhere.." "Did He Touch Zay?" I Shook My Head and Looked At Zay. "I Don't Understand That Shaking Your Head Shit! You Got A Fucking Mouth, Use It.." He Kind Of Yelled At Me. I Kind Of Jumped and tried My Best Not To Cry. I'm Too Sensitive, I Hate Being Hollared At Over Stuff Like This. "No! He Tried To!" I Kind Of Yelled Back. "How Come You Didn't Call Me When You First Saw Him At The Door?" He Yelled Again and I Couldn't Take it Anymore. I Gave Zay To Him and Went Upstairs To My Room Trying Not To Cry. I Laid On My Bed and Stared At The Wall. This Is Too Much Going On. I Heard Him Walk Into The Room. He Put Zay In His Crib and He Sat By Me.

"What Is Wrong With You?" He Asked Me. "You're Sitting Here Yelling At Me and Shit Like It Was My Fault.." I Said Quietly, I Was Still Trying Not To Cry. "Baby, Don't Get All Sensitive When I Hollar and Stuff. Thats Just How I Am" He Said and Started Rubbing My Back. I Sighed and Wiped My Eyes. "You Scare Me When You're Mad and Shit, I Don't Like Talking To You When You're Mad." He Laughed and Sat Me Up. "Baby, Just Chill." I Kind Of Smiled But Saw My Phone Light Up. I Grabbed It and Saw A Message From Desmond That Said "It's Okay Baby, I'm Coming Back For You. We'll Be Together Again, By Tonight.." I Kind Of Threw My Phone On The Bed and Stood Up From The Bed. "I'm About To Get In The Shower..." August Had A Confused Face "But You Just Got In The Shower While Ago.." He Said. I Smiled "I Wanna Get In It Again.." I Grabbed My Towel and My Phone and Went Into The Bathroom. I Kept Getting These Bad Messages From Desmond. Desmond or August Won't See Me..........Tonight.

August P.O.V

My Nieces Are Here and Kendal Is Still In The Bathroom, She's Been In The For Almot 2 Hours. But I Understand She Takes Long Showers and Takes Really Long To Get Ready.

"Where's Mama Kelili?" The Girls Asked Over and Over Again. "She's In The Bathroom Getting Ready To See Y'all." I Told Them. "She's Been In There Since We Got Here." Chay Said and Was Playing A Game On Her Phone. Kayden Was Drinking A Soda and Eating Strawberries and Mya Was Coloring On Paper and Stuff. Me and The Girls Were Really Waiting For Kendal, But She Was Taking Forever. Good Thing I Heard Zay Crying. "Y'all, Zay Is Up" I Said. They All Looked At Me and Smiled. They Were All Getting Excited. I Went Upstairs and Knocked On The Bathroom Door "Bae You Good?" I Asked. "Yeah, I'm Just Getting Ready. Sorry, I'm Taking Too Long." She Said Quietly. "Hurry Bae, They Waiting For You." I Said. I Headed To Her Room and Got Zay Out His Crib and Took Him Downstairs. The Girls Were Surrounding Me and Zay. "Y'all Wash Your Hands So Y'all Can Hold Him.." I Told Them. They All Ran Over To The Kitchen SInk and Washed Their Hands.....

Another Hour Passed

Kendal Still Haven't Been Out The Bathroom, Me and The Girls Were Watching A Movie On Netflix. "Mama Kelili Is Taking Too Long!" Mya Kind of Yelled. I Sighed and Shook My Head "Let Me Go Check On Her.." I Said and Got Up From The Couch, Chay Was Holding Zay Though. I Went Upstairs and Knocked On The Bathroom Door "Bae, Get Out.." I Said and Put My Ear To The Door. All I Heard Was Water Dripping. "Bae?" I Said Again, I Was Getting Worried and Shit. I Tried To Open The Door and It Was Locked. "Alright, You Asked For It.." I Pushed The Door Open and Saw Pill Bottles Everywhere and Kendal Laying In The Tub Water. I Ran Over To Her and Pulled Her Up. "Kendal!" I Yelled and Slapped Her Face, I Hit Her On Her Back A Few Times To Wake Her Up. She Started Coughing and Began Crying. She Pulled On My Shirt and Started Shaking Me. "Leave Me Alone August, I Want To Diee! I Was Almost Gone You Stupid Fuck!" She Yelled At me and Cried. "What The Fuck Is Wrong With You?" I Yelled At Her. "I Just Want To Die! I Don't Want To Be In This World Anymore.." She Said and Was Coughing A Little Bit Still. "You Were Perfectly Fine Earlier Kendal, What Happened?" I Asked and Helped Her Out The Tub. I Gave Her A Towel and We Went Into The Bedroom. I Sat Her On The Bed and Sat Next To Her. "Desmond Was Sending Me All Types Of Bad Messages." She Said and Was Kind of Shaking From The Cold Air. "Bad Messages Like What?" I Asked and Raised My Eyebrow. She Got Up and Went Into The Bathroom To get Her Phone, She Came Back and Handed Me Her Phone. Desmond Sent Her Threatening Messages, He Sent Her About 20 Of Them. I Stopped Reading The 5 Message and Got Mad As Hell. I Threw Her Phone On The Bed and Got Up. "Where Is The Babies?" She Asked trying To Change The Subject. "Downstairs.." I Said Quietly and Grabbed My Jacket and Phone. She Stood Up Quickly. "Where You Going?" She Asked. "I'll Be Back.." She Walked Over To Me and Grabbed My Arm. She Already Knew What Was Finna Happen. "No Baby, Don't Even Worry About It" She Said and Rubbed My Arm. "Fuck That! This Nigga Trynna Kill You Again and Don't Worry About It? Hell Nah, Its Not Going Down Lke That Again." I Said and Kind Of Pushed Her Off Me. She Looked At Me With Pain In Her Eyes But I Shook My Head. I Walked Out and Went Downstairs. "I'll Be Back Y'all, Mama Kelili Is Coming In A Minute." I Said To Them, I Gave Them Hugs and Kissed Zay On His Forehead. I Went Outside and Got Inside My Truck. This Nigga Not Finna Touch Kendal Again...

Kendal's P.O.V

I Had Changed Out Of My Wet Clothes and Put On My Night Gown. I Went Downstairs and The Girls Smiled Hard. "Mama Kelili!" They Kind Of Yelled. "Hey Babies!" I Said To Them. Kay and Mya Jumped Up and Hugged Me. Chay Has Zay, We Sat Down and I Grabbed Zay. "What Took You So Long?" Chay Asked. "I Was Getting Ready For You Guys." I Said and Looked Down At Zay. He Was Falling Asleep and I Smiled. I Looked Down At My Phone and I Was Still Getting Messages From Desmond. I Wasn't Even Worried About Him Anymore, August Got This........