Kissing On His Tattoos

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"My Name Is Kendalynn, I'm Your Daughter.." I Said Kind Of Soft. I Slowly Looked Up and Saw My Mama Scrunching Up Her Face.....

"Oh Hell Nah! Why The Hell You Bring Her Little Fast Ass Here? Take That Little Bitch Back To Where She Came From!" My Mama Yelled At My Aunt. I Felt The Tears Building Up In My Eyes. "Mama! How Could You Say That?" I Yelled Black With A Shaky Voice. "Because No Child Of Mine Sells or Do Drugs! You Disrespected Me In My Own House, and I Had No Time For That Foolishness.." She Said, She Was Mad. I Was Disappointed, Sad, and Mad All At The Same Time. I Saw My Dad Come Up Behind My Mom and He Looked At Me "Who Is She?" He Asked. My Aunt Was Looking Pissed "Thats Your Daugther, Kendalynn..." She Said. I Was Hoping My Dad Was Going To Be Excited To See Me, I Guess Not. "Why The Hell Is She Here? Baby You Need To Go Back To Texas Because We Don't Ever Wanna See You Again.." He Said With An Serious Face. I Was Crying, I Couldn't Help It. August Pulled Me In For A Hug, I Hugged Him Really Tight. I Had Let Go and Looked At My Parents. "No Matter What Y'all Say Or Do. Y'all Are Still My Damn Parents! I'm Sick Of Y'all Holding Grudges! Do Y'all Realize That Was Years Ago? Why The Fuck Are Y'all Still Mad At Me About Something That Happened Years Ago. I Will Always Love Y'all But I See Y'all Show No Damn Love For Me, I Was Hoping Y'all Were Going To Be Excited To See Your Damn Daughter, You Should Be Glad That I'm Still Living. Y'all Lost 1 and I Know Y'all Not trying To Lose 2." I Cried Harder and Went Back To The Car. August Shook His Head and Followed Me Into The Car. He Put His Arm Around Me and I Laid My Head On His Shoulder and Cried. He Was Trying To Calm Me Down By Softly Shushing Me. "Baby, Stop Crying." He Said Softly. "I Can't August, My Parents Don't Love Me Anymore. Just Because Something I Did When I Was 14, That Was Years Ago. Thats All They Do Is Hold Grudges, They've Been Doing That Since Day One." I Said and Kind Of Cried. He Grabbed An Napkin From The Front and Dapped My Tears Off My Face, Trying Not To Mess Up My Make-Up. "Baby You Need Some Rest, I'll See If I Can Take You back To Your Aunts House So You Can Go To Sleep, I'll Come Back Here. Me and Your Aunt Can Talk To Your Parents. I Nodded My Head and He Got Out The Car...

"You're Going To be Okay? I Don't Want To Leave You Alone, I Know You Remember What Happned Last Time.." He Said. I Smiled and Kind Of Laughed. "I'll Be Fine, Can You Just Please Talk To Them. I Want My Parents Back In My Life August.." I Said. He Nodded His Head "I Know Baby, I'll Try To Fix It." He Said and Touched My Face. I Grabbed His Hand "You Promise?" "I Promise.." I Looked Away "Okay..." He Smiled "Gimme Kiss" I Looked At Him and Smiled. He Leaned Down and Kissed Me. He Got Up and Left.........

1:47pm

"Kendal, Come On Get Up.." I Heard August Voice. I Groaned and Turned Over Having My Face Facing Him. "Get Up, Your Parents Are Here. They Wanna Talk To You." He Said Shaking Me Hard. I Smacked My Lips and Looked At Him "Why They Wanna Talk To Me Now? I Thought They Hate Me?" I Asked and Sat Up. "I Promised You That I'll FIx It, Remember? Now They Wanna Talk. So Get Up" He Said Then Smiled. I Smiled and Got Up. We Both Went To The Living Room. My Parents Were Both Sitting Down On The Long Couch, Me, My Aunt, and August Sat On The Shorter Couch. "Kendalynn, Baby We're Sorry For Everything. We Didn't Know That Would Hurt You So Much." My Mom Said. I Sighed "You Knew That Would Hurt Me, Y'all Are My Parents. Y'all Shouldn't Be Talking To Your Child Like That. You Shouldn't Even Be Calling Me A Bitch and Slut." I Said. "I Know Sweetie, But The Thing That Happened Years A-" I Had Cut Her Off. "Let It Go Ma'.." I Said Soft. "You and Dad Has Been Holding A Lot Of Grudges For Years, You Guys Get Mad At Little Stuff You Shouldn't Be Mad At. I Already Told Y'all How I Felt About Y'all Holding Grudges. Mama and Daddy, It's Time To Let Go and Forgive Me For What I Have Done, and I Told Y'all Plenty Of Times That I Was Sorry. But Y'all Decided To Kick Me Out and Let Me Go Homeless, Lack Of Education, Trying To Find Money. You See Now That I'm Not Homeless, Graduated, and Have Enough Money For Myself." I Said, I Was Tired Of Crying. I Was Somewhat Mad, I Stood Up and Walked Towards Them "Guys, I'm Sorry. It Was Really Hard For Me Not Having Anyone In My Life, But My Aunt Helped, A Friend and Her Mom Helped Me, But Now I Got Someone On My Side That'll Be There No Matter What.." I Smiled and Looked At August. I Smiled and He Smiled Back. I Looked Back At My Parents and Held Their Hands "Tell Me You Forgive Me, That's All I Wanna Hear." I Said Looking At Them. They Looked At Each Other and Smiled "We Forgive You Baby.." They Both Said. I Helped Them Up and Hugged Them. My Aunt Laughed "Well It's About Time Y'all Forgave Her." She Said. August Nodded His Head and Looked At My Aunt. I'm Glad That I Have My Parents Back

We All Had A Great Time At My Parents House, I Missed Them So Much. Me, August, and My Aunt Were Getting Ready To Leave But We Were Standing Outside. "Well Kendal, You're Old Enough Now.." My Aunt Said and Smiled. "Old Enough For What?" I Asked Looking Really Confused. "The Nightclub Child, Remember You Always Wanted To Go With Me When You Were Younger But I Said You Couldn't Go. You Were So Upset." She Said Then Laughed Louder. Me and August Laughed "Oh Sit, I Remember All That." I Said. "So Let's Go Then! Your First Night Back In LA, Baby It's Time To Turn Up." She Kind Of Yelled. I Need To Go To A Club! I Need To Get all This Drama Out My Head and Have Fun. We All Hopped In The Car, Headed Back To My Aunts House and Get Dressed. I Threw On My Demin Bralet With My Black High Waist Shorts and All White Keds. Don't Judge! I Still Wear Keds. I Put On Some Jewlery and Did My Make-Up. I Took The Longest To Get Dressed Though, They Were Both Waiting Downstairs. "Damn Kendalynn, Anyday Now." I Heard August Say. "I'm Coming" I Yelled. I Walked In The Living Room and My Aunt Smiled. "My Niece Looking Fineee.." She Said. I Smiled and Flipped My Hair. By The Way, I Had Flat Ironed It and Left It Down. August Bit His Lip and Was Still Looking At Me. "August, Come Back To Earth Now.." I Said and Snapped My Finger In His Face. He Smiled and Put His Arm Around Me. We Got In The Car and Headed To The Nightclub, This Should Be Fun!