Hey stop fucking crying your not special
So many people do this
It's nothing uncommon
Just another stupid attention seeking whore
So much self hate
So much shame
So many insecure feelings
So little confidence
So little happiness
So little worth living for
Full of crazy
Full of sadness
Going insane
I feel like
I feel like
So many fucking feelings
Evil laughs when I smile because I think I'm dumb
Not worth crying for
Blankness expressions when I feel pain because I think I'm weak
Not worth crying for
Rooms empty of laughter when I stay silent because it feels like a sin
Not worth crying for
I'm my own creator
I'm my own tormentor
Im my own monster
I don't even care if I'm gonna be the death of me
It's bitter taste is enchanting
It flows out of my fingertips
It's the grey sparkles in my eyes
It's the spark and I'm the gasoline
As I said
I'm my own creator
I'm my own tormentor
I'm my own monster
I will be my destructor
