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Chapter 18

I sighed as I placed the last shirt in the closet, I looked around the room to see it finally clean and everything back in it's place. It's been a week since I left the Kims and till now I've seen almost all the brothers except Chanyeol because he was on a buisness trip. I tried to take care of the kids as much as I can but it was very hard looking after three babies a kid and a teenager alone, Jooheon helped me a lot coming over everyday and making sure were all alright and would comfert me everytime I'd break down crying.

Tom and Stella started getting used to there old routine again and would sleep on time and go to school on time and it was a lot more peacful since we moved back here.

The Kims wouldn't let me find a job again and sent money with Jooheon every two days so we could servive.

My thoughts were cut off by the sound of the door bell causing me to jump and walk down the stairs to open the door thinking it was Jooheon but was surprised to see a man I've never seen before standing in front of me with an obvious fake smile on his face.

"Hello Mrs. Kim. I was sent here by the three eldest leaders to give you this" He said and thrusted an envelope in my face before I could even utter a word.

"Thank you" I took the envelope from his hand with a heavy heart already knowing what was inside of it. He almost ran away to his car and drove away as fast as he could.

I closed the door and walked into the living room and sat down on the couch too scared to open the letter alone I threw it on the coffee table and leaned back as tears started to fill my eyes again.

I was confused as hell, I thought that me and Kai were actually mates and loved each other but one second was all it needed for everything to fall apart, for me to fall apart, for us to fall apart.

I can't keep on thinking negative things but that was the only thing I could do no matter how hard I tried not to hate Kai but I couldn't stop myself like as if all the love I felt for him turned to hate. I know I shouldn't hate him even though it was his faut our little family was forced to break apart it was still also not his fault.

This is so confusing actually all of this is my fault. If I only believed that it was a dream and not went that night to the company I would be still working there single as ever with all this nightmare not being real or even thought of. If only I had never met Kai and disagreed to Mr.Kim's offer and wasn't a coward thinking I'll be fired and agreeing.

At the same time I don't regret any of this because even though I'm living a nightmare right now I still got the best gift anyone could ask for which is the triplets no matter how much they looked like their father especially the boys and everytime I look at them I see him but I don't care.

I jumped out of my thoughts again by the door bell ringing again. I got up and opened the door after wiping my tears that I didn't even feel falling down.

I opened the door to see a smiling Jooheon with Chanyeol. "Lily" He partically yelled and hugged me tightly squeezing the living daylight out of me. "Channy" I said trying to sound as cheerful and as possible.

"Sorry for being late Lily but this big guy needed to be picked up from the airport and he chose me for this because he wanted to see you and the triplets" Jooheon chuckled as he gave me a soft kiss on my cheek causing fireworks to burst in my stomach but I ignored it and closed the door after they both walked in.

"Where are they?" Chanyeol asked looking around for the triplets. "Upstairs fourth door to the left" Not even after a second of me finishing the sentece he was already on his way upstairs taking three steps at a time with his long ass lengs.

"I'm seriously jealous of his legs" I whined and looked at Jooheon who only laughed. I suddenly remembered the letter and stopped giggling and looked at it.