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Chapter 32

I opened my eyes only to close them again having sunlight hit them. I opened them again to see Jooheon sitting beside my bed looking at me with a smile. "You're finally awake" He sighed and helped me sit up on my bed. "When will she be given to us?" I asked looking at him. "In a bit" He smiled.

The door opened to show Kai with Destiny in his arms while David and Daniel were wobbling in holding the side of his pants as support. "Momma!!" Destiny said excitedly reaching out for me. I chuckled as she was placed between my arms hugging me tight.

"Momma okay?" She asked making me giggle at her. "I'm fine baby" I said and kissed her forehead before passing her to Jooheon. The door opened for the second time to show a nurse pushing in a crib. Jooheon's face lit up and a huge grin apeared on his face as he placed Destiny down beside the boys.

The nurse pulled out the crying baby and placed her between my arms. The second she was in my arms she stopped crying and looked up at me with tears filled barely open eyes. "She's so cute" Jooheon said quitly sitting beside me on the bed and looked down at our daughter. He did the most cliché thing a father can do and placed his point finger in her tiny hand.

"She's so tiny like Destiny when she was just born" Kai stated earning a nod from me. "Yeah" I said tears filling my eyes as I looked at my big family. "What are you gonna name her?" Kai asked picking up a fuzzy Daniel.

"Dawn" Jooheon said taking the small baby from me and held his daughter for the very first time. "She's so light" He said looking up at me.

"We have to go now. Soobin is alone with my least trusted brothers" Kai said getting up and picking Destiny up while Daniel was still in his arms and David held the side of is pants again as they left.

"Least?" Jooheon asked turning to me "Baekhyun and Chen" I chuckled as he nodded laughing "I understand him. I wouldn't want them to babysitt our angel either" He said standing up and walked over to the crib that was sitting beside my bed on the other side and placed Dawn in it.

~1 Week later~

"Please Lily. Let me stay here" Stella begged walking behind me as I walked down the corrider to my room to start packing. "No Stella I'm responsible for you and until you're 18 you're staying with me" I said sternly walking over to my closet and started taking out some shirts.

"But Lily I don't want to leave" She sighed slumping down on the bed pouting. "I love it here with Chen and Baekhyun's pranks. Lay's wierdness. Luhan's cold but soft on the inside self. Suho's leadership but how he always gets ignored. Kris's playfulness. Hayoon's craziness. Daeun's savegness. Chanyeol's puppiness and that's just part of it. Don't get me started on the rest" She said.

I sighed and walked over to her and sat down beside her. "I know Stella I love it here too and I'm gonna miss all of this but you know that this is the only way for me to keep the triplets and Dawn with me" I said taking her hands into mine.

She snatched her hands away from mine and stood up looking at me angrily "You're just a selfish whore who decided to have kids from two diffrent men. You ruined my life. I hate you" She yelled running out of the room slamming the door so hard that it shook and caused a very loud banging sound.

I felt tears roll down my eyes as I thought of what she just said. She was right I am a selfish whore. Maybe it was time to let go of her and let her live here with the Kims but she's so young she's only 16 years old. I am the worst gaurdien. I'm gonna do this only for you Stella I'm gonna live in fear everyday for you and let you stay here with the Kims cause that's what you want.

I stood up wiping my tears away and walked over to the closet to continue packing and let Stella calm down before I tell her the news she wanted to hear so badly. I turned around as I heard the door open to see Kai standing there with Soobin in his arms looking at me apologitcly.

"Don't say anything please" I whispered and turned m y back to him so he wouldn't see my tears roll down my cheeks again. "I won't" he said back hugging me with Soobin half in the middle and half at the side. I smiled when he made baby noise breaking the sad atmosphere that filled the room.

I turned around and looked down at the small baby that I thought of as my own. I took Soobin from Kai who was watching me with a hint of a smile as I interacted with his son. "Hey there baby" I whispered and kissed his forehead as he flailed his arms making cute baby noises again. "I guess I was too busy with the new baby and negalted you too much. Mommy is sorry" I whispered hugging him closer to me.

Kai looked at me shocked when I said 'mommy'. This was the first time ever and he didn't expect me to accept the baby but Soobin did nothing wrong and I don't blame him for being born. He's an angel and doesn't really cry even at the age of 10 months.

"I want to be his mom Kai. Can I?" I asked looking up at a still shocked Kai. He nodded tears in his eyes unable to say anything. "It seems that I have seven kids now" I said jokingly chuckling a bit as Kai pouted like a little kid. "See isn't he cute" I asked Soobin pinching Kai's cheek before handing him to his father. "I gotta talk to Stella" I said and left the room.

I took in a deep breath before knocking on her door. An annoyed 'come in' was heard from inside of the room, taking in a deep breath not believing I was actually doing this I opened the door and walked in to see Stella on her bed scrolling through her phone. She looked up only to scoff when she saw that it was me who walked in.

"What do you want?" Ouch that hurt, her tone was so annoyed and harsh. "I came to tell you that you don't have to pack" I said slowling the lumb in my throat and watched her as her head snapped up looking at me shocked. "What?" She asked sitting up looking at me wide eyed. "You're staying here but Tom is too young and will come with me" I said and turned around and was about to leave the room only to be stopped by a pair of arms around me.

"Thank you thank you thank you" She said repeatedly before running out of the room screaming Sehun's name. Thankfully they made up while I was in the hospital after not talking for the past six or so months. I sighed shaking my head with a small smile on my face before leaving the room.

"Lily" I turned around to see a sobbing Daeun runnig to me. She ran into my arms and started crying "What's wrong?" I asked pulling away a little and looked at her, "We had a big fight" She said stopping a second to breathe before continuing her crying. "Come on" I said pulling her with me to my room and sat her down on the bed and waited for her to calm down.

"Now tell me what happened" I said after she finally calmed down. "Me and Chanyeol had a fight a huge one" She said as she wiped her tears with a tissue. "About what?" I asked but I already knew what the fight was about since they've been fighting over it for the past month. "Having kids. He doesn't seem to understand that I'm not ready yet" She said as fresh tears build up in her eyes.

"He keeps telling me that he waited a whole year for me but still I don't fell ready" She sobbed and leaned her head on my shoulder. "I wasn't ready either with the triplets and I don't think you'll ever be ready Daeun because it's something you can't just prepare for. It's life changing in a good way" I said and pulled away wiping the fresh tears off of her cheeks. "Now I thinks you should go and talk through this with Chanyeol instead of starting a fight" I said pushing her up.

"I didn't start the fight" She said looking at me hurt. I gave her a look already knowing that this was a huge ass lie. Chanyeol worships the ground she walks on and I don't think he'll even be able to start a fight with her. "Ok maybe I did but who cares" She said nodding before leaving the room.

I sighed tiredly and looked back at the half packed bags and the mess around the room. I really hated this but Me, jooheon and Kai decided that of I had to keep all of the kids together then I won't live at either one of the Kims's houses and decided to move to my old house with both men and the kids well except Stella now. I can't believe how my life changed in only 2 and a half years it's getting very tiring with all the new things I'm learning and things I didn't know existed just jumped in my face like Vampires, Witches and Werewolves and god know what will apear soon too but I know that in the end I have a family to support me, the kims never left me for a second and held me through my darkest times and I know they will do it again with a heart beat.