Lucifer X Reader

Chapter fifteen - Lucifers Mind

Lucifer's pov

I open my eyes and see Y/n's beautiful e/c eyes.

"Starring huh?" I tease Y/n knowing it'll make her blush. Which it does as she moves closer and kisses me. I love her lips not always smooth but beautiful, she's not always perfect in her eyes. But more than that in mine. She gave me a chance. A real chance.

"You like what you see." I tease further. She hides her head in my chest, I smile at the action.

"I don't want to leave, but the boys will barge in and I need to start thinking about what I'll do with the mark." Y/n says. I look at her and feel my heart grow heavy.

"Lucifer, I have the mark and no one can change that right now." She tells me. But I know the mark better than anyone. Thinking of it on her, seeing her reach out to me with the mark. I can't let this happen. But she's human after all. She'll die before me. Why get attached when it's only temporary? Gah, why make a humans so weak if they're so amazing? Why make her so valuable to me?! Why her?

I realize I'm starring at her.

"I'll be with my brother." I say standing up and leaving harshly.

I walk to the kitchen and see Gabriel.

"Gabriel." I say to get his attention.

"How can you turn a human into an archangel?" I ask him quickly. He stares confused but quickly realizes what I was really asking.

"Lucifer. Y/n and you.... Brother you can't. Not even Michael, me and you could do it. Let alone just you." I grow irritated. I can't let her die on me.

"Is there anyone that could?" I ask pacing the room.

"Maybe Dad, but that would be risky and Y/n has the mark of Cain and Dad has left earth. And if I begged or you it's unlikely Dad would agree." Gabriel is good at pointing out this. Yet I don't except that. Guess I never did. Disobeying orders is kinda my forte.

"I'll search all the worlds if I must."

"That'll take years, Hundreds. Y/n will be long gone." Gabriel points out. I mean he's right. Gosh why is he always right.

"No. there has to be a way." I say stopping and looking at him.

"Brother. You have to let this life play out as planned. If opportunity comes then we'll act." I growl at his words but I don't think I can do that.

"Do you even care?" I burst out.

"Do I even care? I'm the one watching over her, the one the knew when she died, the one that could see into her pain as she slept even in Cains hands! So, yes I care." I look down realizing my fault.

"But we can't focus on too many things at once." I nodded at his words. He's right but watching her age. Thinking about her dying in my arms. I mean hell, she might do that anyway. It pains me that she's like this.

I see her walk past me and Gabe without batting an eye. Really? Silent treatment. I mean, in honesty I deserve worse.

"Gabriel, can you show me?" I ask him.

"Show you what?"

"Her pain. When I wasn't able to see her." My vision inside the cage was only when it was weak, which barely happened.

"Fine. Come here." He said. I followed his words and let him place a hand on my head to let me see.

I see a blur of white then I see Sam and Dean but not really them. I see them cut open and tease Y/n I watch her physical pain reach its max. Her mental pain probably much worse.