James Mcvey and Kirstie Brittain are both in collage.. after their abrupt breakup due to the vamps rising to fame, we watch their lives cross over once again when kirtsie gets an acting job to be james' lover in their new single's music video. James...
The car journey home was silent. Well- I was silent listening to Brad and Zara flirt over the sound of Bournemouth traffic rushing past the glass window.
Once we'd reached home, I walked to my room without saying a word, slammed the door shut and piled onto my bed.
What have I done.
No.
What has she done!
That devil of a bitch Amber is trying to get rid of me. Does she see me as a threat between her and James?
Bing!
My phone lit up with a new WhatsApp notification.
Oh no.. it's James...
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He's right.. what are we going to do. Should I just ignore him and loose him forever again? Or should I just face the music and try to be friends.
No I can't. Ill only get hurt again if we talk. I can't inflict this on myself. It's taken me so long to build my trust in men back up again. I can't let james ruin it again.
I just reply with a simple thumbs up and decide to call it a night. I'm so tired, today was so crazy.
Changing into my Christmas reindeer pyjamas, I brush my teeth and wash my smeared black mascara stains off of my face.
Usually I love the feeling of cleanliness when you've just wiped the crisp coat of mascara off of your face. But not tonight. It's just making me feel worse. As if I'm wiping off the mask that keeps my ugliness in.
I can't let james ruin my mood.. or shall I say.. let amber ruin my mood.
I switch on my tv and start watching riverdale on Netflix.. the story is so complicated at the moment! But obviously I have to watch because Cole might possibly be my celebrity crush..🥰
I met him last year when I went on a trip to Miami with some of my old high school friends.. best day of my life! He is so sweet.
But obviously when I asked to get a selfie with him.. I just had to be shaky that my face wasn't really in the picture 😂!
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