Days continued to go by, but I had not noticed, not until I heard someone go through the door. When I thought it was you and I jumped from the ground, running to the entrance, I was instantly shocked to see Chaeyoung standing there.
She ran through our apartment, cursing out loud, looking frantically for something she never found. She shouts out to you so many times even though she knew you weren't there, she called you but no response, you had broken your phone before.
Then, she called Jennie it seemed. "She's not here, either." She cried. "Where could she be?!"
I wanted to walk out of the apartment, and I tried, the door was left open but I could not leave the house. It was an invisible barrier that stopped me, even as I arrived to push through, it wouldn't let me leave.
The hall I haven't seen in forever was right there, it seemed to be never ending but the elevator was just at the end and it was open. I screamed for that unknown power to let me rough, I screamed out for you.
But I was let down once again when feeling Chaeyoung go through my body and shit the door behind her. I fell backwards and as I breathed to gain back my air, I also cried again.
I kick the door, and I could hear my own banging, I grip my hair tightly and scream out my greatest frustrations. Why was this all happening? I regret it, I regret everything.
I regret not listening to them, to you, Lisa. How could I be so selfish, so stupid? Because of my own mistake, I'm causing pain, to myself and you. Because of me, everything is such a mess and unclear.
My eyes blur with tears again, how could I be like this to myself? I should've taken care of myself more, but no.
This is going to be my ending.
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Fanfiction"sometimes I can still feel him lingering near me... it hurts to think of him." slowly, he comes back to her. but painfully, he is losing her. ________ "Lisa? What's wrong?" Your eyes then turned to the side, quickly meeting mine. Your lips parted a...
