Dance on Main Street

Day 31

a/n this video was way to fucking cute! I love it and just wanted to add it in somewhere so why not here?!

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Days. It's been days since the last time I even talked to Luke. The concert was so tense and awkward for us but we pulled through. We are now in Berlin for our next tour stop. I try to distance myself from him wherever we go. Calum and I have gotten so much closer since that night. He cuddles me to sleep every night and listens to me rant about why I mess everything up. Sawyer and Ashton have been all over each other lately. Michael and Kendall are almost opposite. She's been giving him a cold shoulder lately.

"Why do I have to say it?!" Michael yells. I was going to Calum's room to get dressed for today's meeting when I heard them yelling.

"Because if you can't then you don't! You insist you do and yet you can't bring yourself to say it!" Kendall yells back. I round the corner but don't say anything.

"Kendall baby, that's a huge commitment I'm scared to take." Michael says no longer yelling. Kendall folds her arms over her chest and sighs.

"Maybe 'we' are to big of a commitment for me then." She says. Mikey's face falls and he looks like he might cry. That's when I step in.

"Wait wait guys! Whats going on?" I ask. Michael smiles at me but Kendall scoffs.

"Just say it to her because you'll mean it more than if you said it to me." Kendall sneers. "Kendall-" Mikey starts. "No because you can even say it to your fans!" She yells.

"Say what?!" I yell breaking their bickering. "That he loves me. I have said it to him several times, he says it to his fans, has he said it to you?" Kendall asks. "uh well yes but that is very different. He loves me and his fans like best friends. You're in a different love boat, Ken." I explain.

"Thank you! That's what I said!" Michael says. Kendall rolls her eyes and angrily purses her lips.

"When I ask him if he loves me he says yes but he can't say, 'I love you'?" She asks. I scratch my head and think or a second.

"Uh, saying the words puts it into stone. It's a huge commitment that someone has to take. This is going to sound weird but its like losing your virginity. You only can lose it once." I explain. It wasn't the best explanation but I think it worked. Kendall sighs and uncrosses her arms.

"Fine. Just give me some space because I'm still kinda fuming." She says shaking her head walking away. Michael lets out a breath I didn't realize he was holding. He slowly walks over to me and hugs me. I wrap my arms around his neck.

"Thank you." He says. "No problem. What would you do without me?" I ask jokingly. He laughs and puts me down. "Be single." He says. I laugh and pat his chest. After wishing him good luck I go to Calum's room. On the bed I find the 'thing 1' tank top. I clearly remember giving it to Luke? I pull that and some white jean capris on. My hair is just going in a French braid today. Lately I've stopped wearing makeup except for on my arm. The one thing that hasn't been taken off is Luke's necklace. I have yet to remove it. Maybe Liz was right and I will treasure it if we ever fix this all. White was probably a bad choice because it was my lovely visit from Mother Nature but yolo. Honestly my cramps hurt like hell. I could go for a tummy rub right about now. I mean technically I could do it but that's just weird.

"This isn't gonna go well." I mutter stopping in front of his door. Instead of walking right in I actually knock. Luke tiredly swings open the door and his eyes widen when he sees me.

"Belle?" He asks amazed. "I need someone to cuddle." I whisper. Before I can even look up I'm wrapped in his arms being carried to the bed. He lowers me onto it and quickly climbs in next to me. I lay my head on his chest and put his hands on my stomach. He gets the clue and rubs circles kneading out all the pain. His head rests on mine gently.