This was written quite a while ago and as the title implies it's personal. Hope you guys enjoy it.
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I can change, but will you let me?
I've heard of second chance
But what about 3rd, 4th and 5th new beginnings?
I've made more mistakes than i can handle
My conscience is slowy dying from these burdens.
I was young and stupid
But that's no excuse for what i did.
I know i can never say it to you guys
So i'm trying to say it through this poem.
I know you cried for me a million times,
I apologise, i'm sorry mom.
And dad, please forgive me
I made you go through some shitty things.
I guess i wasn't thinkin straight
Confused, who's my enemy and who's my friend.
Dear bro, please accept my apology
I remember the time you burned a cigarette on your wrist,
And whipped yourself sore, all because of me.
But when i cried and said i was the black sheep of our family
You told me i was special, and me coming around would be worth all the shit.
You were always by my side, even in the darkest of times
You're more than a brother, you're my friend, my shining light.
I should have protected you but you did the protecting,
When people talked crap, you stood up for me.
Baby bro..i'm really really sorry.
Please find it in your heart to forgive me.
Now that it's all said and done,i'm trying the best that i can
But i'm just praying, hoping its not too late for that.
