" She Became My University. " // Luke Hemmings

Michael clifford ( not a chapter )

Idk I just thought I should write this down.. I listened a couple times to Wrapped Around Your Finger.. No actually I listened to it a lot but..

This weird thing is.. I felt such a weird feeling that I haven't felt for a long time.

Like he makes me smile with his weird silly actions if I look at those videos or live streams. Like he is so adoreble and sweet and caring he just makes people happy and I dont know I mean..

He is perfection in my eyes.. Not a single thing I can say about him is bad..

And his voice gives me butterflies in my stomach. I don't even know how or why but I'm just laying here in mt bed and I'm listening to Wrapped Around Your Finger again.. And the beginning.. Is just perfection and I swear I'm crying.

I'm actually really depressed it's I'm really scared and tired and yeah.. I'm not telling anyone cause it's better this way you know.. No one is judging you and you're not bothering anyone. Just put up that fake smile everyday and writing this makes me feel so much better.. I just needed to trow this out..

But Michael .. He makes everything thats dark much lighter.. He makes me laugh and he gives me a warm feeling you know.. His eyes are like heaven when I see them I'm litterly melting .. And not just Michael but Luke Ashton Calum they make me stronger.. I really love their music.. I wish I knew them long time earlier.. I'm a fan now for almost 6 months but since then my life totally changed..

I love every single one of them and if they might read this what would ofcourse never happen.. I love you and thank you for saving me and making me feel better about everything and myself.

Sorry for bothering you guys I just needed this ..

Lots of love !! xx