chapter 11

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"Why did you ask me-"
Minho cuts me off by pressing me against the wall lightly. A pink neon light flashes on the wall beside us, the only light in the area that we're in.

My heart starts to beat roughly out of my chest as my tilts his head, moving it nearer to mine as he stares down at my lips.

"Y/n!"
A voice calls as the door swings open, startling us both as we move away from each other as a boys head looks the other way before looking to us and his eyes widening.
"Oh shit sorry, the teacher was asking for you so i went to look since Chaeyoung and Lea didn't know where you went."
I sigh before smiling up at the familiar boy in front of us.
"Ah Felix~"
I ruffle his hair as he smiles back at me.

we all follow felix back inside to the dance studio and i walk towards my teacher immediately.
"sorry for my short absence, felix said you were asking for me?"
she smiles and nods her head.
"yes, there's someone here for you, out the front of the school."
i blink twice, taking a step back as my heart pounds in my chest.
"w-who?"
i ask, stuttering as my throat closes up, almost suffocating me with anxiety. it can't be who i think it is?

"i'm not sure myself i was just told to tell you, apparently you need to go now, don't worry though, i will cover everything we do with you some other time."
she smiles softly at me and i return a forced one back.

i walk over to chaeyoung and lea, questions bouncing to me as i pick up my bag, swinging it over my shoulder.

i block their voices out as i'm already full of apprehension . i need to get some fresh air..

"y/n! where are you going?!"
they shout after me as i slam the door open, pacing out of the school as fast as i can, reaching the large double doors to the front of the school.

as soon as i step outside i put my hands to my knees, gasping for air as i cough a few times, trying to control my breathing.

eventually i calm down, running my fingers through my hair before getting the water bottle out of my bag and taking a large gulp before putting it back. it's been awhile since i've had an anxiety attack but this time i don't have a good enough reason for it.

"y/n?"
i look up to the familiar voice, tears brim my eyes immediately as they stand in-front of me.

it was as if the world had begun to collapse, the air gets tighter every time i breathe.




































"d-dad?"
my voice wobbled with a tear rolling down my cheek.

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