I'll Be Here for Forever || z.m.

Chapter Fourteen

It's been nearly two months since I found out I had cancer. I was supposed to start filming 'Rain On My Parade' two weeks ago, but they decided to wait until I was well to film it. Zac was always so busy, so he was greatful for the time off.

I've had multiple visitors, both at my hotel and during chemo sessions.

Harry actually did bring Taylor one time, and she is such a sweetie.

My sister's flew out. Gosh, I missed them so, so, much.

I've done a few interviews, too. I was on Ellen, after all.

Zayn came with me, because not only did she want to hear about how I was doing, but she wanted to talk about our relationship, too.

"So, how long has 'Zendall Tomlick' been going on?" She asked, leaning forward a bit in her seat.

"About two months," Zayn replied, clutching my hand. He was always a bit nervous on camera.

"Really? Do you guys always get along?" Ellen responded.

"We are almost always together, so, no, we do not always get along," I laughed hoarsely.

She chuckled. "I totally get where you're coming from."

"Like, it's usually not even some big dramatic fight. It's like, someone would forget to cap the toothpaste and it would get all over the bathroom sink. Or one of us would snore to loud and the other wouldn't get any sleep," Zayn said, being completely truthful. Our only other 'fight' was before the telethon, when I snapped and yelled at him. That was hardly a fight, though.

"So, on a more serious note, how have you been, Kendall?" She asked sympathetically.

"I've been better, but I'm not in too much pain. I just get tired really easily, and I get sort of nauseous, but I have some medicine for that. And I'm hungry all of the time!" I laughed.

"I'm hungry all of the time too, but I think I just convince myself that I'm hungry so I don't feel so bad about eating all of the goodies from the snack table backstage," Ellen fake whispered from behind her hand.

I cackled.

"But, in all seriousness, does it help when you have such a large support there for you? Your family and the boys I mean?" She looked straight at me.

"Them being here is such a massive, massive help for me. I do have a couple of friends in New York, so if none of them could be here I wouldn't be alone, but them being here for me, in both senses, is really great of them. My mum and dad, and my sisters, Lottie, Fizzy, Georgia, Daisy and Pheobe, and my brother, of course, Louis, my actual blood family, are all here. And then there's my other family, my friends. Niall, Harry, Liam, Danielle, Eleanor, Reese, and of course Zayn. They all help immensely. They're amazing to me, I have no idea what I would do without them, both my friends and my actually family I mean. They're all great, and I don't deserve people who are this good to me," I'd started tearing up at this, and I quickly wiped away a tear that was threatening to fall.

"Kendall, look at me," Zayn commanded. I did as I was told. "You deserve everything in the world."