For: @edenmendes1233
Day 102 of Shawn being away on tour and once I again I was sat on the couch wondering when he would return. He has a show in our city tomorrow but I doubted he would even have time to go to the show and come back to say "hey, how are you doing?" - he didn't even have time to make a phone call.
But I got it; he didn't have time because this was his job and taking a five minute break could (most probably) mess everything up.
Half of me wished Shawn had a different job because we never got to see each-other. So, I was sat watching an episode of (insert show here) but I wasn't even paying that much attention to it.
I just wanted Shawn.
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The following day I was doing the dinner's dishes and I had (insert friend/family member here) come over for dinner and to hang out for a bit.
"Shouldn't you be at Shawn's show? Isn't it tonight?" s/he asked.
I shrugged. "I don't know."
S/he frowned. "Is everything alright between you two?"
"I don't know," I mumbled.
"What do you mean you don-"
"It's been around four months since I last saw him," I said, too quickly.
S/he's eyes widened. "No calls? No texts? No facetime?"
I snorted. "Facetime? As if. No calls, no facetime. But he sends me a text and I reply then he replies back two days later."
"He's busy."
"I know. I know..."
S/he's eyes searched mine.
"What?" I snapped.
"This isn't good. You guys need to talk to each other."
"Did you not hear what I just said?"
"Loud and clear; I've got great hearing. But have you tried calling him?"
"No-"
"Exactly! Call him now!" s/he exclaimed.
"I don't call because he's busy."
S/he passed me my phone. "Call. Now."
I rolled my eyes and called Shawn. Twice. No answer. I placed my phone where it was previously.
"Happy?"
No reply from her/him.
We spoke for another hour but changed the subject to other things until s/he needed a bathroom break. When s/he went, I turned on the TV but somebody knocked at the door.
I went to open it and there stood Shawn. He looked tired to say the least.
"What are you doing here?"
His expression changed into a frowning one. "That's not what I expected..."
"Then what did you expect?"
"A 'hey,' or a hug or something. Not an interrogation and a snappy tone when I haven't seen you in four months," he spoke.
"I'm sorry that I'm the slightest bit annoyed that you haven't had the time to reply to me. When you could have sent a message or two whenever you could. What, you think I didn't see you posting on Instagram and Twitter and whatever?" I snapped.
"Calm down-"
"I am calm."
"Then act like it. I'm sorry that I've been working and doing what I love so I can make a living."
"What are you suggesting?" I raised an eyebrow. "You suggesting something?"
"No," he snapped.
"Whatever..." I walked away.
The door closed.
"You are not walking away from me," he snapped.
No reply from me.
"Y/N, I swear to God."
For some reason I had a salty tear dripping down my cheek.
"Is that it? I come back and you're like this?"
"How else do you want me to be?" Voice crack.
"Happy. What are you even mad at? I'm sorry that I couldn't reply to your messages. I saw them but I just haven't had the time. I'm sorry," he apologised. "I know it sucked for you but it sucked for me as well. I missed you a lot. Like, a lot a lot." He huffed.
He had a point.
I huffed, wiping a few extra tears. He smiled; he knew what was coming. "I'm still mad. But I guess I can't be mad forever."
"Come here." He opened up his arms to allow me to hug him. Which I did.
"Um, Y/N- oh hey," s/he said.
"Hello, (insert friend's name)," he greeted.
S/he smiled. "I need to go. My mum's calling and when she calls, I gotta go."
"Yeah, I'll see you soon."
We told each other goodbye, see you soon, have a safe trip - whatever. As soon as the door closed, Shawn came onto me.
His lips on him. Hand in hair. You could only assume what happened after that.
A/N: thank you all for 20K like ??? (((((: ty ty xx
but on another note: holy crap these updates get even worse, i'm so sorry. But at least I have something to talk about in my au's haha. i hAVe a NeW tEEn fIC bOok - or should anyway. So, i'll say when that's out. Feel free to read, give a vote and leave a comment.