I Turn To You • Calum Hood {finished}

XXIX

Calum's p.o.v

I stormed out of the bedroom. How is it possible that they chooser her over me? And how is it possible that she decided to stay with them instead of me, that I'm his boyfriend? I just felt like my dignity crumbled. Tears of anger rolled down my eyes and as I hoped into the elevator, three more persons looked at me directly but I didn't care about that, I had a mix of feelings: anger and sadness.

I went to a coffee shop that was near the place, I didn't wanted to see them, I was upset with them and myself. I was so into my thoughts... What if Madeleine is really considering losing her virginity with Luke? Would they do that? I knew Madeleine wanted to be with someone that was a virgin too because we talked about it in the past, but I don't think Madeleine would catch feelings towards Luke... Right? Don't torture youself so much Cal, if Madeleine and Luke wanted to be together in any way they would have done it by now. And I know for a fact that Luke wouldn't betray me, neither would Madeleine. Maybe it was a moment of jealousy because of what happened between Madeleine's cousin and I... Thinking more clearly now, I shouldn't have done what I did minutes before, I acted badly with my girlfriend and my friends too.

A waitress came near me with the menu, I ordered breakfast, as I was waiting for my order to come out a cute girl came

—Hi. Is this seat taken? -she politely ask while smiling at me-

—No -I smile back- you can sit if you want to

—Alright. Nice to meet you -she extends her hand- my name is Rebecca Sartccialo

—The pleasure is mine, Rebecca -I shake her hand- I'm Calum Hood

—Nice Calum -she smiles showing her perfect teeth- and tell me, are you from here?

A waitress comes back again to get her order

—Did you order already? -she asks looking at me and I nod- oh, perfect then

—Yeah -I say- and I'm not from here, I'm from Australia, what about you?

—Wow, that's kinda far -she chuckles- I'm italian but I'm living on the U.S, came here on vacations

—Same here -I smile-

This girl was like really, really pretty. Light skin, short black straight hair and blue-greenish eyes, we had breakfast together, we chatted and laughed a bit, after a while I decided to leave because I owed an apology to the guys and Mad, I offer to pay the bill for the both of us and she thanks me, as I was saying goodbye she asks for my number and give it to her

—There you go -I hand her back her phone with my number on it-

—Great, then I'll write you. -she smiles at me- hope to see you around, Calum

—Hope so too -I smile before leaving-

Oh crap, what have I done?