I Turn To You • Calum Hood {finished}

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Calum's p.o.v

I think I just screwed up. It's not like I kissed her or something but giving her my number would lead to problems with Mad and I don't want any more problems... I really hope that Rebecca forgets about me or something. I was walking towards Mad's hotel when my phone vibrated with a text from her

''I'm 100% sure you're mad, but you need to know that what you did was wrong and I'll give you reasons why. Don't know if you want to be alone or what, but we're gonna be at Low Beach''

''I'm on my way there''

I took the first cab I found, it was kind of a long way and I was thinking on a hundred ways of apologizing. The cab stopped and I handed the driver the money which was quite of expensive but nevermind. I was trying to find them on the beach when a hand tapped my shoulder and I closed my eyes, begging it wasn't Rebecca

—Hi -I could recognize Madeleine's voice, I turn to see her and there she was, smiling at me with that smile that made me melt in love-

—Hi -I say shyly-

—The guys are already on the beach but I was kind of waiting for you so, shall we start to talk? -she asks and I nod-

We went closer to the beach and sat down

—Okay -she says- did you realize you crossed a line?

—Yeah, totally. I have no excuses but I got so jealous thinking of Luke and you together that it made my blood boil... And the fact that you've said before that you wanted to have sex with someone who's a virgin too

—Calum, do you really think I'm going to have sex with my boyfriend's friend? -she raises an eyebrow-

—I know Luke wouldn't do that to me... Neither you

—It's my body and you can't decide over me, if I want to lose my virginity, I will, but I wouldn't do it with my boyfriend's friend

—I know it's your body and that I can't decided over it, I know I've been a jerk in the past but please, don't... Don't do it with Luke -I practically beg-

—If I have a boyfriend, believe me, I won't do it with his friend but with him... I mean, he's my boyfriend for a reason, right? -she says and a smile shows on my face-

—So you think you and I will end up together?

—I don't know what could happen between us, what I do know is that for now, I'm still hurt over what happened between my cousin and you. I know it's a thing from the past but I'm still trying to diggest it

—I understand -I assure her-