I Turn To You • Calum Hood {finished}

XXXIII

As soon as we arrive to my room I wanted to clear everything

—So?

—Why did you get mad at me only because I saw a girl? -he sits on the bed-

—Isn't it logic? -I ironically ask-

—No, I mean. I love you, not anyone else

—That girl is a tough competent woman to me. I mean, look at her body and look at mine, she's even prettier than me. How couldn't I get mad or jealous? Besides she was flirting with you and you were staring at her

—But you are my girlfriend, Madeleine Collins. You, anybody else, it doesn't matter who's prettier, I fell in love with your personality other than your physic.

—But still, Cal. That makes me feel bad

—Why?

—Because it does

—But why it does? -he insist and I burst-

—God. It's so obvious. Look at my body, I have a little girl body, I'm super skinny, I'm not sexy, I'm not tall and that girl was the opposite: ass, boobs, thighs and even height. How couldn't I be insecure? -Calum's face softened after my last sentence-

—Are you insecure?

Tears start to roll down my eyes

—We're not talking about it

—But now we are and I care about you. Answer me, Mad

—Yes, Calum Thomas, yes. I hate my body, I hate my face, I hate my height and myself -I burst into tears-

Calum didn't say a word, he only stood up and hugged me, pulling me closer to him. I tried to stop crying but I couldn't, he was planting kisses on my forehead now

—You're perfect to me -I look up to him and see that his eyes were glossy- look at you, Mad. If I were another guy I'd be jealous of your boyfriend, you've got the perfect height, body, face and personality. Plus, you're so smart that it's impressive. Madeleine Sophie Collins, you're the most amazing and perfect woman I've met besides my mom and Mali. I love you with all your flaws and even if I had the chance to change something about you, I wouldn't. Looking at you wearing rainbow PJs is even the sexiest thing, even sexier than any Victoria Secret model with a lace babydoll

—Even sexier than Angelina Jolie? -I joke as I wipe my tears, he chuckles and kisses my forehead one more time-

—Well... Angelina Jolie is something else, babe -we both laugh- No but seriously, you're perfect to me

I kissed him and he kissed me back. I really wanted to show him how much I love him. Bet our kiss was so cute that I was better than the kiss from The Notebook.

Our kiss became more hot and steamy, things got a bit accelerated. Calum grabbed me by my thighs and threw me carefully into the bed, he was on top of me caressing my sides, then he started to kiss my neck. I brought him back to my lips cause I needed him

I start to unbutton his shirt, leaving him shirtless, we switched positions and now I was on top of him. A smirk could be seen on my face, Calum pulled my shirt up and I helped him a bit, his hand traveled to my hips pulling me closer to his erection and that drove me crazy. I reached out for his lips again, Calum's hand traveled to my back and he got rid of my bra, admiring my breast. He flipped us around again and his mouth caught one of my nipples making me moan in passion. I really loved this feeling and I didn't wanted it to stop. After that, Cal got rid of my panties and he went down on me, making me scream his name, when I felt my back arching I separated from him, desperately getting rid of his pants and boxers, I was just looking at him, waiting for him to do something. He rubbed my clit again making me close my eyes and bite my lip

—You sure about this? -he asks and I nod, pulling him closer. I needed to feel him inside of me- I'll go slow first, tell me if you want me to stop -I open my eyes and nod again-

At the beginning it was kind of painful, I could feel the pressure in my abdomen and it was uncomfortable, but after a while of slow thrusts my body adjusted to Calum and instead of generating pain, it generated pleasure. I dig my nails into Calum's back, motioning him to go faster and deeper and he did as I asked. Don't even know how much our session lasted but it was pleasant as hell.

Calum laid next to me looking at my eyes as if he was trying to find something there, I hugged him and he kissed my head.

I realized that I had sweated and I feel sticky so I informed him that I was taking a shower and he joined me too. We were getting a bit sexual there but I stopped him because I was a bit sore from the previous events, we laid down together again and we watched TV until I got really sleepy, he seemed to noticed

—Remember that I love you just the way you are -he assured me-

—I love you, Cal