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Heart Strings Chapter Twenty Six

*A/N*  

I said this would be the last chapter, but I decided to give you guys another after it so you get a bit more... Or maybe I couldn't let go yet... But anyway, there we go. Heart Strings 26... The chapter before the last...  

It's short, and I was going to join it with the chapter before but I loved both the quotes so I included them. Tehe, I hopes y'all likes it!!  

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26

If somebody says, ''I love you,'' to me, I feel as though I had a pistol pointed at my head. What can anybody reply under such conditions but that which the pistol-holder requires?

''I love you, too.''

Kurt Vonnegut Jr.

-Sephy P.O.V-

Seconds later I heard the sound of someone going up or down the stairs and Nick walked into my room.

Had he seen Nathan?

For a moment he stood in the middle of the door frame breathing hard. We stared at each other saying nothing.

'Sephy, I will have you back.' I stayed mute; I didn't understand.

‘We’re… We’re still together. I said-’

'Do you hear me Sephy? I will have you back.'

I blinked. I felt too numb to react after everything that had just happened with Nathan. I was still breaking. Slowly. The pain was too much, if I opened my mouth, I was sure I wouldn't be able to hold myself from crying out loud. From screaming for Nathan to come back.

'Kiss me then, Sephy, prove it to me' he growled, eyes blazing, as he walked towards me, grabbed my shoulders and pressed his lips to mine. His hands roamed everywhere about me as I tried to push him off somehow. He wouldn't budge. Before I knew what was going on me had carried me across my room and I felt us fall onto my bed. I didn't like it, I didn't want it, but no matter how hard I squirmed Nick stayed on top of me kissing my fiercely, forcing one of his hands up my top as the other one held one of my arms down. I couldn't even fight hard enough, I felt too weak-- too used up. When Nathan kissed me, I could run. Yet I couldn't do anything then. When Nick's lips were on mine.

The wrong lips. 

'I want you Sephy.' I he whispered in my ear before slowly leaning away. 'I love you.' After silence he slipped his hand back up my top and lowered his face until it was inches from mine. 'Do you love me Sephy? Do you want me back?'

This wasn't what or who I wanted. I wanted Nathan. How had it come to this? I didn't even know who this was any more. This wasn't Nick. He hadn't been like this before. He hadn't.

I tried to shake my head but suddenly the hand under my top was gripping my hair. Hard.

'Do you love me Sephy?' He repeated, scowling.

'I love you.' I whispered. Because my life depended on it.

Nick smiled. Even that was different to his old one. His blonde hair flopped into his cold blue eyes. His smile was menacing.

'Good. You won't regret it. I'll protect you,' he soothed, his hands moving lower and lower. The only person I needed protection from was him.

‘Nick, I thought you were going to try. I thought we were going to try, stop it!’

‘I am trying!’ He shouted, his hand landing just below my belly button, still descending.

‘If you would let me Sephy. I want to love you but you keep pushing me away. It’s all because of him isn’t it?’

No! It would be if he would--

I opened my mouth to scream. 

Hearing a thud and feeling his weight lifted off me, I opened my eyes again.

Nathan was stood by Nick looking incredibly pissed off.

'I'm sorry Sephy,' Nathan muttered without meeting my eyes before walking out. This time I heard his footsteps going quickly down the stairs and then the door slammed shut.

Fresh tears eased out of my eyes.

'What the fuck Sephy? What was he doing here?' Nick shouted at me. After a moments silence, he continued. 'You are such a fucking slag-'

I glared at him and before I knew what I was saying, spat, 'Fuck off Nick, before I call the police.' I was too exhausted to accept his crap. Nathan coming in a saving me meant he cared about me. Only a little. But he cared.

He cared.

'You are going to regret you ever said that. I promise you Sephy. You're going to fucking regret that!' Nick spat furiously. ‘You said you’d try again! You said we’d try again! Sephy!’

I curled up in my bed before he'd even left my room and cried myself to sleep before five minutes had gone past.

This was my mess. This was my fault. The girls had warned me, but I hadn't listened. I deserved all of it.

*A/N*  

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Question for you all: Do you like Nick? Hate Nick? Think people should cut him some slack because he is clearly mentally ill?  

Because, well, I don't HATE Nick, after all, I made the guy, but he does do some horrible stuff... but he also DOES really love Sephy. He just finds it hard to show himself without seeming "soft" and he has been corrupted by his friends. And what he does (which you will only find out when Book Two comes out --yes, Book Two!!) is only because he loves her and when she admitted she didn't love him, he got angry...  

Veeery angry.....  

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Unforgivbly angry.......  

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