bless me achoo ↺ lee haechan

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i dropped the box gently on the bed and plopped beside haechan, snaking my hand around his shoulder, snatching the developed picture from him.

i frowned, seeing myself in it, being hugged by a boy, a boy that really looked like this guy i am with, i'm confused.

"hyurin, have you ever taken a photo with me being seen in the camera?" he asked completely confused as well.

"no, not yet, we still have no pictures together, not even before." i stared longer at the picture, suddenly finding myself touching the boy's face and only staring at him, as if i knew him.

"haechan... were you this boy?" i looked at him hoping to find an answer but after some while he just shrugged his shoulders resulting me to roll my eyes on him.

the photo was dated 04 26 14 and the boy looked exactly like haechan.

i examined the whole paper and its back, upon doing so, i noticed the handwritten small words on the lower part, it read "my forever love." and it wasn't my handwriting, it's familiar.

i immediately took and opened the box mom gave scattering everything that's inside it, there were folders of papers, envelopes, photo albums, two diaries and too many papers with different contents.

"what are those?" he asked and took one photo album.

but what got my interest and attention was an envelope, a normal, brown one.

"hey look this looks like you! and this also looks exactly like me!" haechan pointed out a photo which contains a seven- year-old me and a boy with the same age.

"why do i have these?" i asked upon looking at the picture and back to the envelope, i opened it only to see some papers with some cases, it's about something, something that makes me want to dig more and get confused.

"that looks boring! look at these pictures! you and the other me is really funny growing up!" he started clinging onto me and trying to show me the photo album he had.

"yeah yeah i'll check that later chan, leave me alone with this first." i pushed him and the album lightly.

and i read it under my breathe.

"lee donghyuck."

i know this name, what about him?

"died on a car accident."

my mouth started to freeze leaving me only reading the contents in mind.

my father, his name was being mentioned.

"yoon hyurin..."

it left my hand shaking holding the papers, i know him, i know who lee donghyuck is, 6:34 PM the time the accident happened, and exact 7:00 they lost their lives.

now all i wanna know is what is he to me and who he really is.

"hyurin look!"

i replied a whine and asked, "what is it again haechan i'm bu-"

"this guy's name is donghyuck i guess, but i understand you're in a bad mood right now and doesn't have any interests about whatever i say." he lowered his head.

and it hit me, through my heart i felt, a stinging pain, the bright haechan became dull because of me.

"hey, it's not that what you think, i'm always interested in everything you tell me, and now we're finding this donghyuck's real identity." i smiled at him and went beside him to look at the photo album.

i don't know, the longer haechan stays, the softer of a boy he becomes, he's sometimes like a child, who always frowns and gets hurt at little things, but at times he's a bitch who hates me so bad.

"so how did you know his name is donghyuck? did you use your genie power now?" i asked trying to hype the mood back.

"stupid," he chuckled and took a photo out of its place, faces its back on me which reads lee donghyuck yoon hyurin.

i took it out from his grip and stared, just stared as what i did to examine the picture, it was me, a fifteen year old me, and the guy, lee donghyuck.

"so, do you already know him?" he sat comfortably and looked at me.

"we've got a lot of informations out here." i told him and handed him a diary.

"what is this? what am i going to do with this?" he asked and opened its pages one by one.

"eat it."

he stared smug at me and dropped his body on the bed, "this seems like a boring novel, but i'm reading cause something tells me to."

"i tell you to, now after reading, get the informations that you think is helpful for knowing lee donghyuck." i told him and now opening a folder with a lot of paper works and such.

"first it seems that you are stupid. second, you like a boy. third, his name is lee donghyuck. fourth, woah you guys were friends since fetus as in since birth."

i roamed my eyes at the papers, having haechan's voice as a background sound.

"fifth, you guys had promises when you were eight."