It's crazy how I find myself always thinking about her. My high school sweetheart. She stood about about 5'1 very classy never in drama and an amazing woman. She went by the name of Regina Johnson. I fucked up a lot and she gave me so many chances to prove myself, but I didn't pay attention to the signs. As long as she was taking me back I didn't think there was a problem with what I was doing. We broke up after our junior year in college. We been together since 9th grade. So that break up messed me up pretty bad. I wasn't going to show her she broke me though. I called her all type of hoes and bitches. Told her how she didn't please me and how she should have been lucky I even gave her ugly ass a chance. Truth is she was the greatest gift God could have ever given me. This was all my fault to. I cheated behind her back, in her face, with her friends, cousins; I cheated with any bitch that was slanging pussy with fye head. I didn't listen to her. Never did nothing for her unless I was trying to keep her with me. I had everybody laughing at her out in the streets embarrassing her. Now look at me looking stupid missing the one piece to my puzzle to make it complete. She was on my mind 24/7. I closed my eyes and would see images of us making love, eating together, laughing having a good ole time. Then pictures of her crying late at night, in the shower, on the phone hit me hard. Damn I missed her. She was still very close with my family. They loved her because she took care of me despite my actions. So when I heard she was engaged and the wedding was in six months. I knew I had a limited time to win my love back or lose her forever. Thing is will I be able to after all I put her through.
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Gotta Find My Way Back
RomanceShe didnt leave me, because she didnt love me. She left because she got tired of feeling like she was bothering and begging for me to solidify her position in my life. She gave me the warnings. Seems as tho everything and everyone had my attention b...
