It's been about 3 hours. As usual I got slow jams playing in my room. Only difference this time is it's all the songs Regina and I loved together. I still can see that image of her standing on the stairs waiting for Shonda. One day I had it all then i constantly fucked up and now it's all gone. That man she with now Justin. He appreciated her and he wasn't about to wait years like I did to grow up and wife that diamond. Now I'm living in regret wishing I wasn't so easily moved by temptation. Hoping and praying that everything I do to win her back is enough to touch her soul. I taught her how to be loved but I didn't show her. Now seeing her in the flesh after all these years shows that what you take for granted and play around with another man is on guard waiting to take on the role of a partner and commit. I hurt her to much. They came in the house laughing. I started singing at the top of my lungs with Jaheim. We got lost lines got crossed and the light turned to static baby and then I jumped ship got caught up in the current and it carried both of us away. We were so much better, When we were together baby and I just cant let you slip away. So i GOTTA FIND MY WAY BACK, TO YOU, TO US TO LOVEEEEEE. Had my room door open dancing like I use to making sure they noticed me. Once the song went off I turned around and she was watching me. I said oh my bad was I disturbing y'all. She said I see you still think you can dance. I said I've improved over the years. Can I prove it to you? I'm about to go use the bathroom Shonda said. My sister knew what I was trying to do and even though she knew I hurt Regina deep she was willing to help. Regina said yea prove it. New Edition- Can you stand the rain came on. I tell you slow dancing with her at that moment felt perfect. Her arms around my neck my hands on her waist. It felt like wasn't nobody here but us. At the moment when I held her I knew then I couldn't let her go. I looked her in her eyes as she did mines. I went in and we kissed. After a few seconds she pulled back screaming Shonda call me tomorrow I have to go. She ran out the house. What did you do now my sister said while running from the back. I said nothing bad. I started smiling saying sis she felt that spark again. It's us not him and her. That's mines and I will get her back.
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Gotta Find My Way Back
RomanceShe didnt leave me, because she didnt love me. She left because she got tired of feeling like she was bothering and begging for me to solidify her position in my life. She gave me the warnings. Seems as tho everything and everyone had my attention b...
