Gotta Find My Way Back

Chapter 3: The Eyes Of Brokeness

I slowly opened the door the hurt in her eyes was to much for me to bare. It wasn't an I'm pissed look it was a look of brokenness. You know who made her feel that way I did. Damn! I made a vow to her I'll never make her feel low like the nigha who raped her did. Greg is this true? I knew lying would only make this worse. I dropped my head tears streaming down my face and said yes. I watched the love of my life the woman I missed oh so much right now fall to the ground. Good thing her daughter wasn't there. I wanted to grab her but I didn't. I should have comforted her but I couldn't I fucked up. Amber stood up a pudge below her belly button. The shit was real. Regina walked to the kitchen. Amber and I just looked. She said I can handle another woman but a baby I can't compete with a child. Amber I would split your shit but your pregnant as for you Greg you low down dirty bastard. She started throwing everything she could get her hands on at me. Hell I took off out the door. Hoped in my car and drove away. Amber I hope you can protect yourself. I was out before she killed me. Amber apologized. So you think your little I'm sorry is going to fix this. You of all people knew how much I loved and adored that man. You stole my comforter from me. You took my trust and burned it to the ground. Are you even 100% sure he's the father. I mean you fucked so many nighas a shark wouldn't even take you as lunch meat. I deserve that Amber said, but I'm 1000% sure he's the father. He's the only man that's fucked me raw Gina. Maybe if you pleased him and didn't use you being rape as an excuse he wouldn't have been in my bed every chance he got. She slapped the piss out of Amber. Amber didn't even attempt to fight back she grabbed her purse and left. It was weeks before any of us had spoken again