They got a pulse but its very weak. Regina is 9 weeks pregnant and in order for the baby to be alive and form she has to be alive for at least the next 16 weeks. Im going through turmoil especially trying to keep the kids sane. Dirty looks from Justin and his family everytime i walked in the hospital. I wanted to light that nigha shit up, but i remained calm. Gina is in a coma on her own she's breathing very slowly so theyre thinking about putting her on a ventilator. I need her to make it. Shes my entire life besides my kids. I visit her everyday and still no changes. How did i allow it to get this far? Is Justin right? Am i really the one to blame for the fucked up shit that's happening. I should have just stayed away and if i did come back it should have been strictly to be in my sons life. Damn man, but the moment i saw her i knew my reality wasnt fulfilled and my factor here on earth wouldn't be complete if i hadnt tried to get her back. I caused that gurl so much fucking hell and the crazy part is im still causing her pain. Maybe i should just walk out now and never return. That wont be fair to my children, nor will it be fair to her. My life makes more sense with them in it. I went inside her hospital room and i sat beside her. The doctors said she can hear me so its time i man up and get my wife. "Regina! Baby! I know the truth and so do you. Its always been us. I want to walk away so bad and let you be. You deserve true happiness as i stated before, but we been through to much for me to just give up and let him win. You're my soulmate. All those years invested in building us up. Yea i know i was the one that fucked us up. Having you in my bed between my sheets was the best moment of my life., yet watching you choose him broke me. I spent weeks trying to forget you us and what we had. I thought i succeeded until sis called me with this information. I rushed here not knowing it was you here. I've been in here realizing that i need my family. Those are my children and I'm praying the one you're carrying belongs to me as well. Its only showing more of our destiny and how its in the stars for us to be. Whom God brings together let no man separate. Baby i need you please come back to me." GASP she opened her eyes and gasp for air....i ran screaming for a doctor. We locked eyes she mouthed i love you i said i love you to as they once again pushed me out the room. I knew then it was only right. I have to keep fighting for my family. For my sanity. I gotta find my way back. But how?
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Gotta Find My Way Back
RomanceShe didnt leave me, because she didnt love me. She left because she got tired of feeling like she was bothering and begging for me to solidify her position in my life. She gave me the warnings. Seems as tho everything and everyone had my attention b...
