Gotta Find My Way Back

Chapter 17: One Last Try

The last position Gina and I did was on our side. We fell asleep in that position. My sister bust in the room THANK GOD we was under the covers cause she didn't knock or anything. Regina wake up NOW we jumped up. I grabbed the comforter and placed it over my body. Regina said what's wrong sis. Shonda said it's 5am your getting married not to mention your fiancés family is outside RIGHT NOW. She said fuck and hurried out the room and jumped into the hallway shower. I was still wrapped up in the blanket when my sister came back in and said. If I helped you get her back you better make sure you don't fucking hurt her. I said Shonda if she chooses me you won't have any regrets. She said okay hope you enjoyed lastnight. I looked around at my bed seeing the sheets off the mattress and said lastnight was the best night of my existence. She giggled and said get ready because today could be your special day to and walked out. I got up locked the door and went to shower. While I was heading into the bathroom I notice the unused condom on my nightstand and I thought to myself how many times I came inside her lastnight. I could still smell her on me. Her sent was captivating and I missed her already. I showered remembering everything single thing we did. Her lips body touch and moans is all I kept hearing in my head. What took place could never be spoken of if she didn't choose me. I mean I want her to be happy. She deserves to be happy. I showered and I got dressed. I looked damn good if I do say so myself. The limo pulled up outside to pick up Regina and the few family members that came to help her get dressed while I was warming up my car. My sister sent me a message saying go in your room it's bad luck to see the bride and I replied, but I'm not the one she's marrying. Shonda messaged back and said you don't know that for sure now take yo ass in yo damn room and stop being stubborn. I did as I was told and went into my room only hoping that this is my happy ending. They left my sister texted saying we're gone and I came out the room. I got in my car and went to the wedding. It was all family and close friends nothing to big, but big. It was about 200 people here. The extra people came from Justin's job. I seen my son and went to him immediately. I said you ready for this. He said yes daddy I am. I'm ready to see how beautiful mommy is going to look in her dress. I signed deeply saying I know she's going to be the most gorgeous woman we've ever seen. He said indeed I bust out laughing. Our son had 2 roles in the wedding. He was giving Regina away along with her uncle and he was also the ring barrier. Justin took his place by the pastor. Everyone stood up and when Mul-TY looking for love came on I said to myself aint this bout a bitch. Once again there's that deja vu. She had on a silver dress that was fit only for a Goddess. It flowed down and over her curves perfectly. Around her breast area and the base of the dress was touches of purple and black with diamonds. Her makeup was the definition of perfection. If the walls could talk they would tell you she was Gods personal master piece. She was walking down the aisle to the beat. She made it to the altar. Who giveth this woman to this man. Her uncle said I do and Darius said I do, but you better take care of my mommy cause if not when I'm older I'm going to get your kneecaps. Everyone bust out laughing as she bent down and gave him a kiss on his cheek saying my brave little man. They exchanged vows along with their rings. Justin said "Regina from the day I met you I knew I had to have you as my wife. You are Gods gift to me and I couldn't have been blessed with a better soulmate. Your my lifeline and as we continue this journey together I speak the blessings over our life I love you babe." The pastor looked at Regina signaling her that it was her turn. She said "Justin you are an amazing man and I wouldn't have this moment any other way. You are the air that I breath and you are my heart. In the words of India Arie I love you in every way that a woman can love a man. From personal to universal, but most of all it's unconditional. I love you babe" Everything that's happening right now was damn sholl in my fucking dream. I was like you can't be serious. Then I thought well my sister haven't given me no mic so maybe I'm just tripping. The Pastor if there's anyone who has any reason why these two should not "just as the words left his mouth my sister walked over handing me a mic" I looked at it and said I'm not going to mess up her happiness and my sister mouthed this is your last chance after this that's it" speak now or forever hold your piece. I snatched the mic and screamed I object while walking towards the altar. Everyone looked me in shocked except for Darius my son knew what was up. She said Greg what are you doing. I said listen G I miss you and I need you marry me. You know it has always been us. Regina looked at me as if she wanted me more than I wanted her. The same fucking look she gave me in my dream. I looked her deep into her eyes and said tell me what's in your heart Regina! She signed. Justin said dude what the fuck are you doing. This is my wedding. I said bruh check this out yea this your wedding, but this is my bride. Ignoring my comment he looked at Regina follow your heart you need to make a choice right here RIGHT NOW Justin said. Tears formed in her eyes. Even when she cries she was still so fucking beautiful. The pastor said you have to make a choice Regina she said I can't do this and ran out into the hallway and Into the room where she stood waiting to walk into the wedding. Following her was my sister and his girl cousin. I was getting side eyes from his family, but I didn't care I had to give it one last try to win her back. My sister came back 10 minutes later and said she will make a choice. She will walk up to the man she chooses the man she doesn't will be asked to leave the wedding. No comments will be necessary no asking why NOTHING just leave so she can marry the man of her dreams. We looked at eachother agreed and stood anxiously beside the pastor him on the left and me on the right. I prayed it was me because this is my last try