Hearts Race, The Moments Gone - Andy Biersack

24: Why Would She Do This?

Alyssas POV

She looked peaceful. She looked as if she was only sleeping. She looked as pretty as ever. But what made Chloe want to kill herself. She hasn't attempted anything since Freshman year of high school.

"Why?" I cried. "Why would she do this to herself?"

I asked to Velvet who look totally uncomfortable. She was pale and shaky. She wasn't crying but she was gulping every time Chloes chest rose up.

"It's all my fault" I heard her mutter.

"What are you-" I was cut off by Vic running into the room in tears.

He covered his mouth and fell to his knees.

Is that what Andy did for me?

That didn't matter at that moment. Chloe was the situation at hand. The room was filled with Velvet gulping and the rest of our cries.

"When was the last time she did this?" Andy questioned, gently grabbing my hand.

"Freshman year. I wish I didn't remember that. Or the last time she cut before this. All of high school and junior high is coming back. It makes me scared of what Sierra or Chloe could do" I answered and let out a long sob.

"It's okay" Andy cooed in my ear and held me close.

I sobbed into his chest, mine almost as loud as Vics. He must have really loved her.

Once we has no more sobs to leave our lips, Vic walked over to Chloe, kissing her temple. He looked uncomfortable doing it, as if she would wake up a zombie and kill him for touching her. He backed away slowly and sat next to Velvet, putting a hand on her knee.

I though Vic and Chloe were together.

"Why would Chloe do this?" I asked in a harsh tone towards Velvet and Vic. Andy, Sierra, and Allison caught on. They didn't answer. "Velvet, you said it was your fault. Do you know why she did this?"

"I... I...I" She could hardly speak but I wanted answers and I was going to get them.

I stood up as I started to get pissed off. Velvets eyes went wide. I got closer and closer, getting angrier and angrier.

"What the fuck did you do?" I growled in her face.

"I slept with Vic" She cried.

I backed up, not believing my ears.

How could Velvet do that to Chloe? That is her sister for crying out loud!

My hands turned themselves into fist and it collided with Vics face. He fell to the floor, wincing in pain.

"You did this to her!! You made her depressed at a young age and now you might have killed her! She is barely hanging on right now and if she doesn't make it, I swear you will pay. And if she wakes up, I pray that she will never forgive you. You don't deserve a loving, kind, amazing sister like Chloe!" I yelled in her face.

"I-I'm sorry" Velvet whispered.

"Sorry won't fix what you did, will it!" I shouted. "Get out"

"What?" She didn't believe what I said.

"Get the hell out!" I demanded. "Both of you!"

And they left. I stared at them and felt hand on my shoulders. I shrugged them off and stormed out. I needed fresh air and to be alone.

Hopefully no one follows...