Hearts Race, The Moments Gone - Andy Biersack

Still Not Over Him

Jenessa's POV

I got out of the car, as well as Andy. He walked me up to the door and rang the doorbell.

"Love you baby girl" He hugged me and kissed my forehead.

"Love you too..." I didn't know whether to call him Andy or Dad. It's still sort of new to me.

My mother opened the door and accidnetly glanced at Andy. She quickly looked away and back at me. I heard Andy sigh and we stood their awkwardly.

Until I ended the silence with, "Well um bye" I akwardly waved and hugged Andy one last time before going inside.

Mom quickly shut the door and I saw the tears in her eyes. She quickly blinked them back and faked smiled at me. I knew it was fake because the tears were already coming back.

"Dinner is on the table" She said before running upstairs into the bathroom.

I looked down at the floor before sighing and going into the kitchen. Is it always going to be like this? My mom can barely look at Andy. How can they be in the same room without crying or possibly arguing? Will they ever make up? I hope they will. One day.

I walked into the kitchen and saw Sierra with some really tall guy next to her. Their backs were facing towards me. But something about him was familiar. Then I remembered. Its my uncle. Austin mother fucking Carlile.

"H-hey" I stuttered and saw them turn around.

"Oh my God you've grown a lot since last time I saw you" Austin comes over and hugs me.

I felt my knees getting weak. Holy shit. Autin Carlile. Hugs. Feels. Fangirling. Uncle. Hero. Holy shit.

He let go of me and smiled. I wanted to fall to the floor and cry. But I didnt. I stayed strong, I guess. I still wanted to cry.

"How did it go with Andy?" Sierra asked with a smile as Austin kissed her head.

Oh. My. God. Their. Adorable.

"It went good but um" I continued. "Mom saw him. Like actually looked at him. Only for a second but it had enough effect"

"Where is she?" Sierra's eyes went wide. Chloe and Allison were soon in the conversation.

"Bathroom upstairs" I told them and they quickly ran off.

Austin touched my shoulder, "How about we all play monopoly?"

"Thats sounds good" I followed him over to the table where Jason was and we.set up monopoly.

Alyssa's POV

I sat on the floor with tissue in my hand. I cried into my knees. 12 years and I looked at him, in person, once. Now I'm having some sort of meltdown.

I heard footsteps in the hallway and I shook my head. I knew it was only a matter of time before they came in. They always do. I had to block him on Instagram so that I wouldn't see pictures. Somehow I always did though. Mostly from fan accounts but it still hurt like hell to see him.

"Alyssa?" Sierra knocked and slowly opened the door.

"What's the point of knocking if your just going to come in?" I snapped, not meaning to.

"Because it's too mainstream to wait" Chloe pushed everyone in, shutting the door behind them.

The bathroom was small so we all had to squeeze in. Well, it was more like we all huddled up to where we almost couldn't breath. That is, until Allison sat on the counter. Sierra put down the toilet lid and sat on it. Chloe stood and leaned by the door. I stayed in the little corner I was in.

"Alright what the dick do?" Allison blunty asked.

"Cheat on me twice and rip my heart out years ago. But I'm still holding onto it" I cried. "Why can't I be over him?"

Chloe sighed, "Remember that kid Matthew I liked back in 5th, 6th, 7th, and 8th grade?" I nodded. "I couldn't seem to get over him either. Somehow he would just lure me back in every time I started to stop thinking about him. For years it hurt so much. I was madly in love with the dude. Finally though, I stopped calling him. I stopped checking my phone to see if he texted. I met new people, well, new guys. Louis comes along and I totally forget about Mathew. I never felt anything again"

"What are you saying?" I question, looking up at her and rubbing the tears out of my eyes.

"She's saying you should try and let go of the past and move on. After the first time you met that dick Ryan but that helped you get over Andy somewhat. Just don't find another Ryan. Get yourself out there. You're beautiful, talented, and hella mother fucking smart. No one can touch you and your 4.0 GPA-"

I cut Allison off, "I don't have a 4.0"

"Close enough" She continued. "Anyways, get yourself out there. I have a friend who you might like"

"Who?" I raised an eyebrow.

"Does Adrian ring a bell?" She smirked and I knew exactly who she was talking about.

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HERRO THERE! It's Chloe, of course. I was wondering if you guys could check out a story of mine on my personal account? It's called This Love Was Out Of Control. It's a Tony Perry one! Anyways, I would love it if you checked it out.

And I'm sorry this chapter was hella lame. I wanted to update before I went to bed. Its like 11:27 pm so yeah. I will try and update again sometime this weekend. No promises though.

I love you all,

Chloe

P.S my personal is ImVictorsDollFace yeahhhh... And um I thought that pictured deserved to be put there because Austin is tall and Kellin is the same height as me. Making me one tall ass 13 year old.