Hearts Race, The Moments Gone - Andy Biersack

25: Everything Will Be Okay

Andys POV

Alyssa left the room, seeming as if she didn't want anyone to follow. But I knew better. She would say this was her fault when it wasn't. She would tell herself "if only I went over when she said she was writing music". I didn't want her to feel that way. I didn't want her to ever blame herself for anything.

Once I knew she wasn't looking, I followed. She went out of the front door after many white corridors that seemed to get more narrow every time we entered one. Many twist and turns until Alyssa finally stopped in the middle of a field. At the end of the field was a Walmart. I almost thought she was going there.

Alyssa fell to her knees and screamed as she gripped the grass. It was so high pitched and loud, it made my ears ring. Then her voice cracked and a sob came out. She seemed vulnerable. She seemed like she was in pain. She seemed broken.

No. She isn't. Alyssa is tuff. Always has been and always will be.

But then I started to over think...

Did she do this when we broke up?

Did she do this after all of the arguing?

Did I cause her to do this?

I started to back up in fear of what I might of done to Alyssa. But then I realized, if I did do this to her, she wouldn't have agreed to marry me, to be with me. I took a deep breath and walked up behind her. I squated down and laid my hands gently on her shoulders. She quickly turned around with a jump but took a deep breath when she realized it was me.

"Don't scare me like that" She faked a smile and punched my shoulder.

I kissed her forehead and she sighed. I slowly moved us down so we were laying on the grass. I held Alyssas head to my chest as she silently cried to herself. I let her cry it out as I attempted to comfort her by rubbing her back and kissing her forehead every now and then.

"Everything will be okay" I whispered.

"I just" She let out a quiet cry. "I wish I had known"

"Hey" I lifted her head up, keeping her eyes locked on mine. "Velvet can go fuck herself and Vic. Velvet should never have something like that to Chloe. Vic shouldn't have cheated on Chloe. That's what lead her to do this. She didn't tell anyone and Vic and Velvet didn't say anything either. If someone would've known, Chloe might be okay right now. But even then none of us are sure. It's all just life. Chloe will wake up and we will get through this all together"

Alyssa nodded and tried to smile again. I stared at her face even when we stopped the eye contact. No matter how old we get, no matter how long we have, no matter what day or mood, Alyssa would always be beautiful. Her piercing blue eyes. Her endless freckles. Her multiple dimples. Her cute button nose. Her smile that's stops the world. Her sassy remarks. The way she snaps her fingers. The way she cries at romantic moments. The way she can give anyone advice. The way she speaks her mind. The way she will have sympathy for anyone. Her walk. Her talk. Her everything.

She would always be perfect.

Then Alyssas phone rang playing Kissing In Cars by Pierce The Veil. It was Sierra.

"Hello" A short pause. "Okay we are coming" Alyssa laughed. "Love you too" She rolled her eyes and Hung up. "Chloe's awake"

We stood up and began to walk over to the hospital again.

Alyssas POV

We entered Chloe's hospital room. She was sitting up and her eyes had bags under them like she had been crying. Nonetheless, she smiled widely at me and Andy. I smiled back, even though it was hecka fake.

"Dont you ever do that again" I squeezed her tightly.

"I'm sorry" Her voice was quiet and it seemed hard to speak.

"No Velvet and Vic need to be sorry" I argued.

"I just dont understand why he did it. Was I not good enough?" She asked with teary eyes.

"No, Vic wasnt good enough and that's why he did it" I answered.

I sat down in a white hospital chair and wondered why everything is white.

Are they just trying to seem even cleaner than they actually are? Oh well.

Andy sat next to me, holding my hand. I kissed his cheek quickly like a 7th grader playing Truth Or Dare. Everyone giggled and I smirked.

"Why do you always know how to make me laugh?" Chloe questioned, still laughing slightly.

"Because I'm your red headed sister duh" I replied with attitude.

Chloe nodded and chuckled even louder and thats when I knew....

Everything would be okay