Friends With Benefits

8. L.A.

Brenna's POV

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This morning I woke up in a bed I wasn't familiar with and I rolled over a saw Nash sleeping next to me.

I slowly slid out of the bed trying not to wake Nash but that failed. He sat up rubbing his eyes and said "good mornin babe" as he pushed out his lips motioning for me to kiss him.

I grabbed Nash's hand and led him to Kian's kitchen. I saw Sam sitting at the table eating cereal.

So I awkwardly made my way to the table and sat next to him.

He gave me a warm smile and said "good afternoon guys, it's about time you get up"

I looked around the kitchen trying to find a click to see what time it was. I finally found one above the stove and it read 2:20.

I was shocked by how late it was and then I asked Sam where Kiki was.

He told me to look in his room or in the sunroom.

I first checked the sunroom and didn't see him so I made my way to Kian's door and slowly opened it.

I saw a long figure underneath the cover who I assumed was Kian.

So I climbed up onto his bed and started to jump and scream for him to wake up.

He grabbed on of his pillows and threw it at me without looking but he missed and knocked over a fake tree he had and a bunch of dirt fell out onto the carpet.

I laughed hysterically at his miss and jumped onto my stomach next to Kian.

I leaned over and started to tickle his sides and he finally sat up and pretended to rub his eyes and stretch.

But then he grabbed my waist and pulled me down underneath him and started to to tickle my sides.

When he stopped he leaned down and placed a soft kiss on my lips.

I brought my hand up to my lips and wiped them.

He immediately jumped off of me and began to apologize. I jumped out of the bed like Kian just did and pulled him into a hug and explained to him that me and Nash are talking and I don't like him like that.

He fake smiled as I pulled out of the hug and kissed my cheek and said, "chipotle?"

I began to laugh and nodded my head yes and he grabbed a hoodie for me and for him and we went to the kitchen to get Sam and Nash.

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Kian's POV

I feel so humiliated and embarrassed for kissing Brenna. How was I supposed to know she was dating one of my best friends.?

The girl woke me up by tickling me, I think anyone would think they like you.

Me and Bren got the car keys and Sam and Nash and got in my black jeep and headed to chipotle.

When we got there I noticed Brenna and Nash holding hands and being all lovey-dovey.

It made me want to punch someone.

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When we arrived at my house Brenna ran to the guest room and grabbed her keys because she had to go home.

I really wanted her to stay but at the same time I was happy she was leaving, I still feel really awkward from this morning.

I know I've only known her for a day but I feel like we really clicked.

But of course she has to like Nash, "everyone likes Nash" I said to myself in a disgusted way.

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Brenna's POV

I arrived to my house because I knew my dad would be home today and I haven't seen him since we moved in.

I walked in and saw a note tapped to the counter that read "had to go to work I left some donuts on the counter for you, help yourself, love dad."

I sighed at the note and crumbled it up and threw it in the trash and took a donut and headed to my room.

I threw my bag from last night on my bed and started to unpack when I heard my phone go off.

I looked at the screen and it read "Matt😍😘" I slid over the green button and held the phone up to my ear.

"Hello" I said

"Hey babe I didn't get to talk to you last night are you alright" Matt said

I said "oh yeah, just out with some friends, Matt, I really have to tell you som..."

He cut me off and said "sorry babe I really have to go, I'll call you later, I love you!"

I frowned and said "love you too"

I clicked the red button and slumped down on my bed and all I could think was, fuck Brenna.

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I got out of the shower and put on acid washed high waisted shorts and a croptop that read "F you"

I pulled my brown hair into a high pony tail and walked out of my bathroom into my room and heard a knock on the door.

I walked down the stairs and opened the door to a smiling Matt, he had a dozen roses in one hand and the other one down by his side.

I gave him a fake smile and went in for a hug.

He pulled out and started to kiss my lips and then traveled down to my neck he walked in the door without taking his lips off my neck.

He then started to kiss my lips again and closed the front door.

I lead him to my room, because he is still my boyfriend, and I loved him for two years I'm sure I still do.

We walked in and he put the roses on my dresser and I shut my door and locked it even though we were home alone.

I grabbed him by the collar of his tank top and pushed him onto my bed.

He pushed me off and he got on top of me and he kissed me from my lip to my neck.

While he was sucking on my neck he lifted his right hand and was squeezing my right boob.

Matt then tried to unbutton my shorts but I wouldn't let him.

I thought I could do this, but I can't I have to end things.

So I got out from underneath him and sat next to him on my bed trying to fix my pony tail.

"Matt I can't do this anymore" I said softly.

He then kissed my cheek and said "it's okay baby I won't pressure you"

I shook my head shamefully "not this" i said pointing to him and I, "this relationship"

He looked like he was about to cry but he didn't say anything he just sat there and looked at me.

I grabbed his hand "Matt it's just too hard for me"

He bit his lip and managed to say "i understand, but I will always love you baby"

By now we were both in tears.

I nodded my head and said "me too".

He got up and leaned down and kissed me one last time and said, "if you even change you mind I'll always be here for you"

I licked my lip and nodded my head and watched him walk down my stairs and out the front door.

"Did I make a mistake?" I thought to myself, "no this needed to do this for you and Nash".