Friends With Benefits

17. Nice Fucking You Again

Brenna's POV

When I was driving home, all I could think about was Sam.

I really did miss him, and Nash.

I feel guilty, like I should have never shut them out, it's not fair that I'm dating Kian but won't even talk to the other boys.

I know I wanted to start over, but why did I have to shut out the best things that ever happened to me?

"Dammit Brenna!" I yelled at myself causing me to slam on my breaks and make a random U turn in the middle of the road.

I heard some cars honking at me and some people yelling but I ignored it and stuck my middle finger out the window.

I then made a familiar right hand turn and parked my car in a familiar driveway.

I took the key out of the ignition and walked up to the front door.

I knocked twice and then took a step back not even thinking about what I was doing.

Then the door swung open and I saw a familiar grin.

"Hey Elizabeth." I said as she motioned for me to come in.

"Brenna! I didn't know you were coming over! I missed you!" she replied and pulled me into a hug.

"I know I've missed you too! uh, where is Nash?" I asked.

"He's up in his room. I'll go get him."

"Actually can I go up and surprise him, I haven't seen him in so long I would like to be alone with him."

"Oh. yeah sure honey you know where it is, I'll see you later I hope!" she said with a slight southern accent.

I smiled at her and made my way up the long stair case.

As I approached his door I finally realized what was happening.

I almost left but then the bedroom door swung open and I saw the most beautiful blue eyes.

"Brenna?"

"Hi." I said in the same whisper town he had.

"What the fuck! you don't return my phone calls, or my texts, and you don't even let me in your house, Brenna and then you just show up at my bedroom door? do you even realize how much pain you put me, Sam, and Kian through? Hell no Brenna, get out! if I'm not welcome in your house then your not in mine! get out now!" he said with anger in his eyes.

"Nash, you don't understand, you have to let me explain!" I said quickly with tears falling from my eyes.

"Brenna, I don't want to hear it, okay just please go." he replied with tears falling from his eyes too but he wiped them quickly.

"No, you have to let me explain myself!" I told him as I pushed through his door and plopped down on his bed.

He sighed and then closed the door and walked over and sat on his bed next to me.

"Okay. it all started a couple weeks ago when Sam was sick and he took my car home because I gave him a ride that morning. so I had to walk back to Sams after school and only you well you already know because you had to pick me up. But Kian also knows too because I still talk to him. And we're dating... and after all that happened Sam came over and stayed with me that night and when he left that morning that was last time I saw him until today. I asked my dad not to let any of you guys come in or talk to me. I changed my phone number and also started online classes. but after I saw Sam today I really hit me of how shitty I've been, and it's not fair that I just cut you and Sam out of my life so easily. I really am sorry and really hope some day when can be like we used to." I explained.

Nash just looked at me with a sad look and didn't say anything.

So I stared to get up and walk out the door when I felt Nash grab my arm and pull me back.

We were now standing face to face only and few inches away from each other.

"You said you want things back to how the were?" he asked.

I nodded.

"Well we were dating before." he smiled and pushed his lips onto mine.

Our lips moved in sync as he began to take off his shirt.

I smiled at him and then brought his lips back to mine and he pushed me down onto the bed.

He then broke the kissed and pulled off my leggings and hoodie leaving me in a bra and underwear.

He kissed over my chest and then got off the bed and pulled off his sweats.

He climbed back on top of me and kissed me some more.

Nash then pulled down my underwear and slowly slid into me.

I moaned loudly but Nash reached his hand up and covered my mouth trying to keep me quiet because his mom was down stairs.

Then soon after, he fell off of me and layed back on his bed.

I laughed and got up and started to walk to the bathroom only to be pulled back by Nash.

I fell on top of him and kissed his lips.

I finally pulled away realizing that I left my brother at my house alone and I was supposed to be back like 1 or 2 hours ago.

I quickly got off Nash and ran to the bathroom grabbing my clothes off the floor.

I slid them on as fast as I could trying not to fall over.

I opened the counter drawer and pulled out my hair brush and emergency makeup bag I keep there.

I smiled at the fact that he still had those in there and then brushed my hair and applied a little mascara.

Then I opened the bathroom door and walked back over to Nash and said "what about me and Kian?"

"We can be just friends I guess then." he said sadly.

"Friends with benefits." I smiled.

"Alright, deal!" he said and smile, kissed me and as I got up he slapped my ass and said "it was nice fucking you again, oh I mean seeing you!" as he winked.

I laughed again and awkwardly walked down the stair case and out the front door to my car.