Friends With Benefits

18. Im Sorry

Sam's POV

"Mom I fucking saw her! she fucking talked to me!" I screamed as I slammed the front door shut.

"Samuel John Pottorff watch your mouth, you know Levi will repeat anything you say!" My mom yelled back.

"Sorry, but mom I saw her at the store and she told me to call her!" I said lowering my voice.

"Aw baby I'm so happy for youuu!" she squealed as she pulled me into a tight hug with the dish rag still in her hand.

"Thanks! I'm going upstairs to call her." and with that I was walking to my room.

I put my bag on the floor next to my bed and pulled out my phone.

I slid over the screen and typed in my password.

I messed up the first time cause I was shaking a little bit.

I clicked on the contacts icon and searched "big B" that's what me and the guys called her before, well you know.

When it came up I tapped the FaceTime button and waited for her to answer.

When she did I saw she was in her car and looked like a mess.

"Hey, you aren't home yet?" I asked.

"Well I stopped at a friends on the way home." she told me.

"Oh okay what friend do I know her?" I asked feeling like I already knew the answer.

"Actually it's a guy and yeah but I'm not telling you who." she said as she gave me a quick glare through the phone.

"Alright, alright." I said with my hands up as a surrender.

"Okay Sam I have to go I'm driving!" she said laughing a little.

"Alright love ya B"

"Love ya too Sam I Am"

And with that, her face disappeared and I was still smiling.

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Brenna's POV

When I parked my car in my drive way I pulled up my camera and used it as a mirror to fix my hair.

I cringed at the fact that I was pulling out most of my hair because of the tangles.

I took one last look at myself in the screen then I shut it off.

I took a deep breath then took the key out of the ignition, opened my door, and walked to my door.

Before I opened the door I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding and walked through the door.

I set down my bag and walked to the living room in search of my idiot brother.

I didn't see him so I look upstairs in the guest rooms, my dads room, then the office.

But I didn't see him anywhere.

I rubbed my head then laughed at myself.

"Oh my, he's probably in my room."

I said quietly to myself.

I walked back down the hallway to the last room and opened the doorknob.

I almost knocked on the door, but then remembered that it was my room.

I walked through the door and saw a face I've been missing for years now.

"Cameron?" I asked not believing what I was seeing.

"Brenna, what the hell is this!?" he yelled while holding my blades in his hand.

"Oh my god. Cameron sit down let me expla..." I tried to say but was cut off.

"You promised me you were fine!"

"Please don't yell Cam!" I said using the same tone.

"Why didn't you tell me!?? Brenna I would've been there for you?" he cried out.

"How the hell was I supposed to tell you? I mean damn Cam, I haven't seen you since mom died. I needed you and you just left me! Did you just want me to call you and be like 'hey Cam I'm depressed and want to kill myself, nice talking to ya' I mean come on, you can't be mad at me!" I screamed back with tears pouring out of my eyes

"Do not talk about mom! you know I wanted to stay, I just couldn't!" he said crying as well.

"CAMERON MOM KILLED HERSELF! YOU CANT USE THAT AS AN EXCUSE FOR ABANDONING ME!"

"I can't do this Brenna, you've only been here for 10 minutes and we are already fighting. I have to leave."

And with that, my brother was gone, he didn't even bother to say bye or hug me, he just yelled and left.

I know what I need to do.

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"Thanks for picking me up, I had to get out of there."

"It's fine, I know just what we can do!" then the devil smiled at me and we climbed to the back seat and I just let my body take over.