Friends With Benefits

14. What Happened

Sam's POV.

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It's been two weeks since any of us have seen Brenna.

Every time I go over, her dad won't let me in.

Every time I call or text her, she doesn't answer.

It's the same with the other boys too.

She doesn't even go to school anymore, I'm so scared!

Nash told me something happened to her before she became like this, but he refuses to tell me or Kian.

I don't even know if she's alive, I check the news and the internet everyday for her name to make sure nothings happened.

What the fuck happened to Brenna Dallas?

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Kian's POV.

I don't talk to Nash or Sam much anymore because I hate lying to then.

Brenna doesn't talk to Nash or Sam and they think she doesn't talk to me either.

But she does. I see her everyday.

She told me how she was raped and how Nash knows also.

She won't tell Sam about it though, which doesn't make sense to me because they were best friends when it happened.

But maybe that's why.

She just doesn't want anyone else feeling sorry for her, especially her best friend.

It's hard for me to keep secrets from my best friends, but I would do anything for Brenna.

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I walked up to the door and Brenna's dad let me in and I went up to her room.

I walked in and saw Brenna,

Not beautiful dark brown haired, perfect smiled Brenna.

But the Brenna I've seen for the past two weeks,

purple hair, tear stained cheeks, blood shot eyes, lip piercing, and scared an cut wrists.

This Brenna was sad, alone. and scared.

This was the Brenna I prayed for every night before I went to bed.

She opened her bedroom door more as I walked in.

She pulled me into her room with a smile I haven't seen in a week.

I hugged her and sat on her bed.

I grabbed her hand and pulled her on my lap.

I hugged her tightly again "why are you so happy today?" I asked her.

"My brother is coming over tomorrow!" she squealed.

"HOLY SHIT BREN THAT GREAT" I said picking her up again and throwing her on her bed.

"ISNT IT!" she said using the say tone I just did.

"I can't wait to meet him!"

"He's great, I think you'll get along!" she told me.

I flashed her a smile "wanna watch a movie?"

"I get to pick!" she said.

"Fiiineee" I laughed.

She put in the movie, and just by the commercials before the movie I could tell what movie it was.

She picks this movie every time

"Perks of being a Wallflower?" I asked already knowing the answer.

"TOTALLY!" she said and layer back on her bed and kissed me.

Oh did I forget to mention we're kinda dating.?.

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Brenna's POV.

I don't talk to Nash and Sam anymore, I started online school and changed my appearance a bit.

I wanted a new start but I just couldn't bring myself to cut things off with lil ole Kiki Lawl.

Kian comes over everyday and that led to us kind of dating.

But he never gets to stay the night with me, I don't have that kind of dad.

I love being around him, he makes me happy and I never want to cut when he's around.

Yes, cut, I've been cutting everyday since I got home from the hospital almost three weeks ago.

Sometimes I regret doing it, but then I go back to my bathroom grab a blade and make usually three cuts up my thigh, wrist or waist.

My dad doesn't know.

I don't ever leave my room.

If I get hungry I ask the maid to get me food, I don't even let her in my room, I make her leave the food in the hallway.

Although I don't eat much, no I'm not anorexic, I'm just never hungry.

Sometimes I miss going to parties every night and staying up all night with my best friends.

But the way I am now is what I deserve.

I don't deserve nice friends and a nice life.

I deserve what I am, garbage, that's all I'll ever be.