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ARIA'S POV
I feel broken, lost, hopeless, and worst, I feel dead already. I am stupid, I know that but how could you live without your happiness anymore? That's the question botherin' me right now. He' s leaving me without knowing the reason why? I didn't bother to ask anymore 'cause probably, he don't want to tell me. Di ba ganoon 'yun? Sasabihin mo rin naman 'yung dahilan kung bakit? Pero siya kasi 'yung tipong hindi sinasabi ang mga dahilan eh.
"Aria," narinig ko na lang na pagtawag ni Ynna sa akin habang ako'y nakatayo ngayon sa may beranda ng kwarto namin, at ang kwartong kasunod ng kwarto namin is kwarto ni Trevor. Hindi na ako lumingon kay Ynna dahil lumapit naman siya sa'kin at hinawakan ang balikat ko.
"Narinig kong aalis daw sina Angela at Trevor bukas? Anong nangyari sa kanila? Paano na kayong dalawa ni Trevor?" sunod-sunod na tanong ni Ynna sa akin, halata mong may bakas ng pag-aalala ang boses niya.
"Hindi ko rin alam, Ynna. Wala akong kaide-ideya kung anong nangyayari sa mundo," sagot ko kay Ynna na walang kahit ganang bakas sa boses ko. Naiinis ako ngayon, galit, pero malungkot din.
"Hindi mo ba siya kakausapin tungkol dyan?" May pag-aalala si Ynna at alam ko ring nagtataka rin siya kung ano ba talaga ang nangyayari. Di na nga ako pinansin ng tao, paano ko kaya kakausapi?
"Hindi na kailangan 'yun. Sinabi na niya 'yung mga gusto niyang sabihin sa akin kanina," walang-ganang sagot ko sa kanya at naglakad palabas ng kwarto namin. Napatayo lang ako dito sa labas kase wala naman talaga akong pupuntahan. Hindi nga pala ako binigyan ng Demonyong 'yan ng tsansang makapagsalita kanina. Agad akong kumatok sa pintuan ng kwarto ni Trevor. Nakadalawang katok pa lang ako eh binuksan na niya 'yung pintuan ng kwarto niya. Kagagaling niya lang sa ligo kase basang-basa yung upper-body niya habang nakasuot ng pang-bahay niyang pantalon tapos pinupunasan niya ang kanyang buhok. Dahil sa gulat, di ko na rin alam kung anong gagawin ko. Naramdaman ko ang pamumula ng aking pisnge kaya agad akong tumalikod.
"Ano kailangan mo?" tanong niya sa'kin pero mas inuna ko ng pumasok sa kwarto niya. Haha. Sinundan niya ako ng tingin tapos sinara niya yung pintuan ng kwarto niya. Habang naupo naman ako sa gilid ng kama niya kung saan ko na nakita yung mga damit niyang nagkalat. Impake.
"Anong dahilan ng pag-alis niyo ni Angela bukas? At isasama mo pa 'yung bruhang 'yun ah," sinabi ko 'yan with an annoyed voice. I can't help it.
"Stupid, It's not you're business so stop asking," kahit na di ako nakatingin sa kanya, alam kong poker face lang ang mayroon siya ngayon. Alam ko naman na wala talaga siyang balak sabihin sa akin ang dahilan. Hanggang ngayon ay pinipigilan ko ang mga luha ko.
"Demonyo ka, saan kayo pupunta?" sunod kong tanong nang pinagpatuloy niya 'yung pag-iimpake niya. Sinubukan kong itago ang lungkot sa aking boses at pinagmukhang walang pakialam ang tono sa boses ko. Wala talagang katinuhan puso't utak ko pag siya yung kaharap ko.
"Wala ka nga dun sa usapan," iritado yung boses niya pero wala sa mukha niya.
"Gusto ko ngang malaman, Trevor!" patuloy ko namang pangungulit sa kanya habang nahiga sa kama niya.
"ARIA! Stop worrying about it, Okay?! It's not your business! Besides, you have to forget everything already! Start over your feelings again," madali ngang sabihin pero hindi ganoon kadaling gawin.
"Alam ko 'yan Trevor! Alam ko 'yan, kakalimutan nga kita," napa-buntong hininga naman ako, "Di ba sabi mo kung tutulungan kita para mapasayo ulit si Angela, lalayuan at aalis ka na sa buhay ko? Ito ba ang dahilan kung bakit aalis ka ng bigla-biglaan?" napaseryoso tuloy yung boses ko habang nakahiga na nakatingala sa kisame. Limang segundo ang nakalipas bago siya sumagot.
"No," matipid niyang sagot at pinagpatuloy niya ang kanyang ginagawa.
"Sana madali kang kalimutan, Trevor. Gusto kong makalimutan at umalis ka sa buhay ko ng mas madali. Hindi yung ganitong kabagal. Sa totoo lang, ang hirap mong mahalin pero ang dali mong magpahulog ng mga babae tapos di mo sila sasaluhin. Isa kang lalakeng lalakeng walang alam magpahalaga sa mga babae," nakatingin pa rin ako sa kisame tapos napabaling sa kanyang direksyon, "Gusto kong turuan kita kung paano mag-alaga para kay Angela, pero mas nagsisisi naman akong nakilala kita," after that, tumayo na sana akong maglalakad paalis ng kwarto niya nang bigla niya akong higitin at pinahiga sa kama. He's on top of me and he's cornering me with his two hands. One thing I noticed from his eyes, I saw hurt.
"I swear, I'll make you regret saying those last words to me," he's angry then he devilish grinned. The next thing I noticed, he was kissing me torridly. He's like a wild hungry animal feeding himself. I can't move. He's two hands were holding my arms.
"W-What a-are you doing?!" I bursted out when he finished me kissing.
"I want you to be mine, only," he howled. Then he kissed me again, but this time, not a torrid one, it's not also passionate. When we combine it, the kiss is so full of lust. I can feel his body burnin' hot. It made me hot also. I felt weirdness stirring inside of me when he suddenly cupped my breast. It made me moaned. He's getting more hot and hot, so was I. I only realized,my t-shirt was already thrown on the floor.
"T-Trevor-Awwe," I moaned when he cupped and massage my breast. It was too hot that I'm almost catching my breath, can feel his mouth sucking and playing with my nipples, and his hand was on my sensitive part, "T-Trevor! Hah..." I felt weak after realising a hot liquid inside me. I saw him grin again.
"You're hot already, Aria," He started unbuckling his belt and then, I saw his big strong manhood. Napalunok ako bigla... Dahil sa naghalong pakiramdam ng kaba at katuwaan.
"And he's ready," when he was rubbing his manhood to mine, I already felt great pleasure that it almost made me weak. I can't wait any longer, and I think I want his inside me.
"P-Please b-be gentle," I whispered when he was about to enter it. I saw him smiled at me assuringly. As he entered his manhood inside of me, he was kissing me gently.It's only halfway and it hurts like hell! A small form of tears formed from the sides of my eyes as I cling to his broad, strong shoulder for support and letting him in.
"Oohh," I cried in pain when he managed to let his thing inside of me. My insides tried adjusting to the size of his manhood for awhile as I feel the torn flesh below.
"I'm moving," as soon as he finished his word, he moved slowly, slowly, slowly then it became a little faster, then faster, faster, faster and faster. Until the pain was replaced by pleasure. He thrust deeper and deeper and he moved faster and faster. We were both burning with passion. He moved like there's no tomorrow. My nails shamelessly digged into his broad, strong back... Making sexy scratches. Until I cried his name, then a hot liquid came inside of me. It was so hot that I can still feel his manhood twitching inside of me.
"That was hot," he whispered, still not removing his manhood, then he kissed me a passionate one, "I'm leaving something important to you," he gently caressed my hair as he smelled it, "I'll leave my heart to you."
"Can I say I love you?" I asked him while smile is painted on my face.
"I love you too. I promise, when I return... I'll gain your heart again even if it means resuming the game," then we ended our night. I didn't know what hit him, but this moment was the greatest event of my life. This time, I'm sure I'm not going to regret it. I did not really regret falling in love with him. I did not regret meeting him, and I will not going to. Since this man is my happiness, and he holds my heart too.
to be continue..
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