Mi Santo § Oscar Diaz

TWELVE

Paulina's POV

The past two months has been quiet thankfully, but I still felt uneasy. Oscar hadn't fully moved in yet, He was still switching between my house and his. Cedar preferred to stay at my house rather than at his brothers and I didn't mind. I parked my car in the driveway to see spooky sitting on the porch.

"Amor what are you doing out here on the porch?" I asked and I looked at his shirt that had blood splattered all over it.

"Oscar what happened?" I whispered frantically, moving the jacket to see he had more blood on his shirt. I grabbed his hand leading him inside.

"Where's Carlitos?" He asked

"Lydia is taking him to his sisters down in riverside.. It's what's best for now meanwhile things here cool down," I stated and I stood there waiting for him to tell me what happened.

"We were on a run and things went south one of my guys got cut up pretty bad but don't worry we have someone working on him I just came by for the extra first Aid supplies," He stated and I nodded grabbing them for a near by cabinet.

"I don't like this Oscar.. I don't like living in fear everyday..  el me va a encontrar and I'm scared that when he does he-" I spoke but Oscar was quick to quiet me down.

"Shh No no Don't talk like that... Princessa I love you and I will never let anything happen to you.. I will always be here to protect you and our family that we will grow.. I have to go I won't be long.. Te Amo," Oscar stated placing a kiss on my lips. I smiled deepening the kiss, of one thing I loved about Oscar was that he always centered me back to reality.

"Be careful I love you," I stated watching him leave, he locked the door behind him. I sighed heading inside of my room to unwind, I turned in the lights walking inside. I sighed untying my hair from its bun, my smile dropped when I heard the toilet flush from my bathroom. I ran towards the bedroom door but before I could get to it Andres cane running out from the bathroom.

"No-" I screamed but was cut off by Andres' hand clamping in my mouth. I continued to scream but they were muffled, he grabbed a pillow smothering me with it as I continued to scream.

"Bye Bye Spooky," He stated as we both heard Oscar's Impala pull out and drive away from my house. He removed the pillow as I gasped for air. I opened my mouth to speak but he only shushed me as tears blurred my vision.

"You know Paulina it hurts me.. That you-you left me.. I-I'm not a bad person.. You have me running around like I'm some crazy psycho guy but that's not me," He stated getting close to me and I moved away in effects to create some sort of distance. This angered him as he roughly grabbed my wrists, and I yelped in pain and fear.

"I'm not the bad guy!! He! He is! Don't you see he's going to ruin you! Do you really think you'll be happy with a criminal? No baby no," He whispered as silent tears left my eyes.

"I'm a scary guy I admit that my personality can be a bit loud sometimes but I'm not a bad guy Paulina baby you know that," He stated and I nodded trying to control myself.

"Then! You had to go and get pregnant with this-this animal!! Yet you had an abortion with my baby!" He yelled making me jump.

"It was 5 weeks it was never a baby!" I yelled back, A stinging sensation rose upon my cheek from the contact his hand had made to my cheek. He walked to the other side of the bed frustrated and I took my chance making a B like for the door. I didn't make it when he pushed me against the door, So hard The air was knocked out me.