Acceptance.

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Jimin kept staring at the tv finding it hard to believe that this was happening and trying extremely hard not to cry or feel anything for that matter.
"So that's the girl..."
She was very beautiful even as she clung to Jungkook's arm and smiled gleefully announcing their happiness. He wanted to be mad or hate Jungkook but he couldn't help but feel really happy for Jungkook. That's all he wanted for Jungkook was to be happy and if this girl made him happy then Jimin would accept that. He could accept the pain and heartache of losing Jungkook if that's what he wanted. Of course he didn't understand why Jungkook would spend so many months for him to do this and couldn't deny that it didn't still hurt. But he was adjusting, getting use to the fact that he and Jungkook just weren't meant to be. That he was indeed just an experiment and that left Jimin feeling unloveable. He had never felt this low before and his life hadn't been exactly a picnic.

He shook his head and wiped the tears away as his roommate Violet came into the room carrying shopping.
"I was thinking pizza tonight..."
She smiled cheerfully until she saw what Jimin was watching and shook her head.
"Oh no you are not torturing yourself like this."
"I wasn't...it just came on..."
"Yeah yeah and I'm Beyoncés love child."
She smirked rolling her eyes and then turning the channel over and then went back to putting the shopping away.
"I don't know what you saw in him honestly Jimin."
"Don't..."
Jimin winced slightly and shook his head not wanting to hear her bad mouth him again because he just didn't like it.
"I know you don't like him for obvious reasons but I can't help who I love."
Violet sighed heavily because she understood that Jungkook had that hold over Jimin and probably always would. But when he had left for the job she had so much hope for him and this job and then the day he came back he told her everything. He had cried in her arms and told her how much he loved Jungkook and how he had thrown the boy away like he was nothing. She couldn't believe how badly someone who supposedly was the nicest King could treat someone like this. She had never seen her friend so torn and incomplete and could tell even after so many months how he would never recover. She couldn't understand why Jimin still defended him but would try to respect his decision. But for the mean time she would try to give him a distraction, something anything to soothe that pain. And then she had an idea and her face lit up with the biggest grin.

"Hey how about we go out tomorrow."
Jimin sighed heavily because the thought of leaving the house was pitiful.
"Like where?"
"We could go out drinking, dancing and maybe bring home someone tall and strong."
"I don't feel like meeting anyone..."
"Just you and me then and some shots."
"Violet..."
"Oh pleaseee Jimin it's been so long since we did anything fun."
Jimin sighed once again as Violet clung to his arm and whined and did the biggest puppy dog eyes possible.
"I'll pay for everything."
Jimin's eyes lit up slightly and he shrugged trying not to seem interested because if she was really gonna pay for everything then why not.
"I guess we could go out for a few."
"Yayyy now lets order some food."
Jimin laughed softly as she ran over and started looking for their menu in the draw.

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