Master or your Majesty?

I love you and I let you go.

Jungkook stood frozen on the spot staring at Jimin and wishing he could take it all back, every word.
"Y...you what?"
Jungkook took in a shaky breath and tried to bottle his true emotions, hating the way Jimin was looking at him right now.
"I'm in love with someone else."
Jimin winced hearing those words cut through him so coldly, feeling everything be ripped away.
"How?"
"I just am and I'm sorry."
"You're sorry? Jungkook I don't get you...we fought so hard for this and now..."
"Well I don't want you anymore."
Jungkook didn't want to say that he wanted to cry but it was better than the truth. He wanted to be in a relationship with Jimin and have everyone in the kingdom to know but also didn't want to bring shame to his dad.
"You don't want me?"
Jungkook looked down fighting back the need to cry and remembering it was better that Jimin hated him. Better than admit that he was being blackmailed by the very person who had scared Jimin.
"I don't love you anymore ok?"
Jimin shook his head not believing a single word because there was something else there had to be.
"No you're hiding something."
"I'm not you're disgusting and gross."
Jimin winced again but didn't let Jungkook's face leave his hands as he searched those eyes and prayed this was a joke.
"Jungkook please...this isn't funny anymore..."
"You were just a phase...an experiment."
"Is that all I am to you?"
Jungkook was screaming from the inside as he look Jimin dead in the eyes hating himself so much.
"Yes."

Jimin's hands dropped to his sides as tears trickled down his cheeks, feeling everything, every moment just disappear.
"You don't love me..."
He took in a shaky breath as more tears produced in his eyes leaving Jungkook feeling broken at the sight. He didn't want this he wanted to let Jimin know how much he did love Jimin but he couldn't and that hurt. Jimin smiled sadly and nodded his head as he looked back up at the only person he'd ever loved face.
"Ok...well I'm sorry to be such a disappointment."
"Jimin..."
"It's fine...I should have known someone like you couldn't possibly love someone like me..."
Jungkook had to stop himself from screaming what was in his head repeating over and over that "I do love you, I do." He tried to comfort the boy but Jimin just stepped out of his way not wanting to feel as pathetic as he did right now.
"You don't love me...my mum never did and my dad..."
Jimin couldn't even get the last part out without shuddering so he just sniffed softly and shook his head.
"Jimin is there anything I can..."
"No..."
Jimin pursed his lips and shook his head again and just smiled and Jungkook frowned with pain.
"I think it's best if I just go...just disappear."
"What?"
"I'm leaving Jungkook cause I can't see you with whoever it is you want so badly so I quit."
Jungkook wanted to protest wanted to tell Jimin to stay but he couldn't so he just watched, watched the only man he'd ever love pack and leave in a taxi. The hours drifted by and Jungkook stayed in Jimin's somehow empty room, stared at the four walls with tears down his cheeks.

He finally got up when he couldn't bare the memories anymore and went to his room which felt even worse. He looked at their photos and wanted Jimin back because the hole in his heart hurt.
"Bring him back..."
He whispered that softly to himself not quite sure who he was talking to until he was sobbing and clutching the photo frame so tightly.
"Bring him back to me please please..."
He cried aloud and threw the frame against the wall watching the glass shattered and felt nothing.
"GIVE HIM BACK!"
He couldn't hold the stillness of his voice anymore as he started kicking at his dresser and throwing his belongings anywhere.
"JIMIN!"
He fell to the floor and started punching the wall until his fists were bruised and shaking and cried so loud it hurt. It hurt to breath he felt like he was dying more than that he wanted to die, dying was better than living without Jimin.
"Jimin..."
It was so painful to say his name now, a lump started to build in his throat the more he tried to say the sweetness of the name the more it hurt.
"Jungkook?"
Jungkook sighed heavily as his friend entered the room and he knew he had to lie to him also. Taehyung would fight for them but Jungkook would betray his father in the process.
"Shit what happened?"
"J..."
He took in a shaky breath rolled his eyes and stood up as he realised how tough he had to be from now on.
"Jimin's gone."
"Why?"
"Because I love someone else."
"What? Jungkook's that's crazy."
He turned to face his friend with a blank face and shrugged his shoulders.
"I'm not gay if anyone ever asks I never was."
Taehyung blinked in surprise because he wanted to see the bullshit but Jungkook looked so serious that he couldn't tell.
"You're fucking with me right?"
"No and I like women I was just going through something."
"Something? Jungkook I caught you having a blowjob at like fifteen."
"It took me a while to realise it but I'm straight ok?"
"And Jimin?"
He wanted to cry at the name but couldn't and just simply shrugged his shoulders.
"Jimin who?"
Even saying that hurt, hurt even more as he watched his friend winced knowing how well the two had got on.
"Now if you'll excuse me."
"Jungkook..."
"Taehyung say that homos name again and I'll fire you."
Jungkook didn't want to say that it felt too cruel but it certainly shut Taehyung up as he let Jungkook just push past him.