Master or your Majesty?

A big fuck up.

Jimin lay in bed, running his fingers over his lips and relived every finale moment with Jungkook in his mind. It was bittersweet and precious like it should have been the first time. When he had woken up next to the only man he'd ever love he knew he couldn't stay, because if he did he wouldn't ever want to go. He was still recovering after all so that letter was his last words and his final pain of what he couldn't have. He never did tell Violet about it knowing how she would react and he didn't want to explain himself to her when she couldn't understand lose. He tried on going by working hard and focusing on his own life but every so often like now he'd lie on his bed and think about that night. It felt like the first time so raw and magic, even how Jungkook took care of him made him feel beautiful. Jimin jolted slightly at the sound of the house phone but got up slowly.

He looked at the number but didn't really recognise it but simply answered anyway.
"Hello?"
"Hello is this...Park Jimin?"
He frowned slightly not sure who it was but finding the voice so painfully familiar.
"Yes...it is...who is this?"
"Well this...I mean I don't normally do this sort of stuff...but you know my fiancé."
Ok now he was seriously lost but kind of curious now how this person got his number and knew his name.
"Do I?"
"Yes...Jeon Jungkook."
Now that both instantly got his attention and chilled him to his very core. He was slightly scared about why she was calling and what she wanted. Did Jungkook tell her? No he wouldn't do that he would be too embarrassed to admit something like that.
"I see..."
"I know you two haven't spoken in a while..."
Total lie was Jimin's first thought on the matter but he wasn't going to tell her that.
"And well I just know he'd love to see you."
Another lie.
"Ok."

"Well I was wondering if you could possibly make it to the wedding."
This would be the cruelest joke if she knew Jimin and Jungkook's past not that Jimin ever wanted her to know.
"Oh I don't know like you said it's been so long."
"I know but I would love to meet one of his oldest friends."
Jimin wasn't sure where she was getting this information from but he didn't want ruin anything for Jungkook and just played along.
"I'll have to see."
"Of course...and I can I just say I think it's so sweet that he still has a picture of you two."
Jimin blinked in slight astonishment at that piece of information that made his heart beat a little faster.
"Does he really?"
He leaned over the sofa smiling gently and resting his chin against his palm like a love struck teenage girl.
"Yes...and I know he doesn't want to make a fuss but I could tell he'd want to see you."
Jimin frowned a little bit at her innocence and felt very guilty about what he and Jungkook had done. At the time it didn't matter because in his head she was the bitch that ruined things but now hearing her talk he could tell she was very kind. Not many girls would do this for someone they were gonna marry and now Jimin felt like a jerk.

He was complicit and guilty to possibly breaking this girls heart if she learnt the truth. But why did Jungkook still have that photo if he didn't love Jimin? He needed to see him again to understand.
"Hey you know what maybe...I could possibly go."
Jimin smiled softly as he heard the girl squeal with delight.
"Perfect! I'm going out so please stop by and if anyone stops you from coming in say Elizabeth sent you."
"Of course."
"Come round about one today because I know Jungkook would love to see you."
Today? Oh shit. Jimin stuttered a bit as she said that because he couldn't be left alone with Jungkook he just couldn't.
"Oh today I mean..."
"See you later on Jimin."
"But..."

She already hung up before he could say anything leaving the boy holding the phone to his ear and staring blankly into space.
"Oh shit I am so fucked."
It's all he could say and think as he paced the room thinking that his days of Jungkook were over.
"Why did I say yes? Why am I so stupid."
He put his head in his hands as he sat down on the sofa, wishing this was a dream a very fucked up nightmare.
"She'll know...and she'll kill me for ruining her life."
He laughed softly even though he assumed she was the reason he and Jungkook broke up but still. He couldn't hate her, he didn't have a hateful bone in his body and boy did he try to hate her.
"What have a I done?"