klance: don't kill yourself. [HIATUS]

before everything starts.

*keith narrating*
January 17, 9:00 pm
I yelled him to don't go to that house that was full of fire and smoke.

it was a dark night where the only light we had, was the fire from that house. everyone was mad, the firemen were yelling things like "KEEP THROWING WATER TO THE HOUSE" or "IS ANYONE ELSE INSIDE OF THE HOUSE YET?" my dad was the leader and, indeed, he decided to go in, despite everything he could lose... or I... could lose. "PA NO, WAIT" I yelled when I realized what he was planning to do. "sorry keith, I have to do this. people are inside there, I need to rescue them, their families need them" he told me... "DAD BUT YOUR FAMILY NEEDS YOU TOO, I NEED YOU TOO. I DONT WANNA BE ALONE" I started to cry, my dad was in the dangerous loose rope between death and life, he knew that and he knew that I know it too. "Keith, listen to me, you will never be alone. I love you buddy and you have greatness in you, keep it and use it for help the others. I love you, don't forget that". asshole, if you love me, you wouldn't leave me without family, without you. I was crying really hard, I hate goodbyes, I knew what was going on and I didn't like it "DAD PLEASE, PA... PA I LOVE YOU, YOU CANT LEAVE ME LIKE THIS" ... "I love you Keith, I'll be back. I promise" I just saw how he was leaving me, how each second he was more far from me. then, I decided to go with him. i started to run to him for go in the house "KEITH WAIT KEITH!!" I heard somebody saying, I didn't care; but in the moment I almost come in with pa, there was an explosion inside the house. I got up and I saw the house... it was gone between all the fire "PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA NOOOOOOOOOOO" I yelled with my whole face full of tears, and then, I fainted.

[...]

january 24, 2:46 pm

the first days I spent them with the men in the fire station. I didn't want to eat anything or talk, not even do something. all the time, I was in bed, doing nothing more than cry. I was sad, yea, but also really upset, "asshole" I whispered each time I thought in my dad.
someone knocked the door and opened it, oh' it's Arnold pa's best mate for work.
"hey Keith, how are you?"
"hey, I'm fine" I wasn't really able to talk much, of course
I wasn't fine, I was dying inside; but I prefer to keep my problems for my own self.

"hey, I know you're not fine. you don't have to lie Keith" he put a hand on my shoulder. "if you really have to talk about something, I'm here for you, you can trust in me" he was going to get out of my room but before he said something else "and by the way, you're gonna stay with your aunt, and she will take you to school, okay? come down for eat in 10 minutes"

school... who wants to go to fucking school?

[ik ik, I didn't even finish the other but come on, I was so fucking depressed. season 8 was crap... I mean... there were good things BUT MAJORITY WAS BAD AND SHITTY AND SAD... anyway, here's an au that I made 4 days ago so, it's a little hard but... I hope y'all enjoy it. also, sorry for my bad english writing but... come on, I'm doing my best :') anyway, please don't forget klance, remember that is canon King and fuck s8 I'm still loving voltron]