klance: don't kill yourself. [HIATUS]

second day: first town.

**lance narrating**

the first day was like a dream. see keith smiling, laughing and being happy after a long time of depressive vibes at school was one of the best things, then, the background full of different color; sometimes vibrant colors and other times boring colors but always full of joy.
my objective started to make sense: make a good and happy trip with keith to make him feel better and decide to not-die, because sincerely i want him here, with me. i want him by my side, i want to pass the next years with him...

i don't know what this means... is this what people call love?

[...]
10:00 am route 70, near to Colby.

i woke up and realized how keith and i were like cuddling. i felt how my face turned into a tomato when i started to understand everything... S-SO... THAT MEANS THAT- KEITH AND I- SLEPT...... LIKE.... i touched my face, it was very hot and probably as red as my blood. i tried to not put attention to that and i got away from the tent and started to stretch me. I was preparing some sandwiches with the stuff that we brought since our town in a portable fridge when I heard that Keith had woken up.
"mhm..." he groans, that's so cute- shit, I think I'm blushing.
"good morning sleeping prince" I said happily. "mhm... morning" he turned his look up to the sandwiches in the trunk
"what are you doing?" he asked.
"I'm just doing lunch to be alive until arrive to Denver, do you want one?" "mhm... once that we be in the highway. I'm gonna change..." he made a pause "uh... don't enter to the tent huh?" he blushes a little and then he entered. i got blushed too tho, damn, he really likes to provoke me.

11:00 am route 70, near to Colby.

once that we both were ready we started again the road of 3 or 4 hours. the backgrounds were pretty and the music was fitting perfectly with it. we didn't talk much in the highway, only when I asked Keith to put my music like twenty one pilots or troye sivan , I know that Keith likes them.

2:30 pm, denver Colorado.

we arrived and Keith's face was beautiful. he was looking at everything: the houses, the buildings, the malls, the zoo heh... he even yelled we he saw, the aquarium, some restaurants... it was like a first time in Disneyland for a 10 yo kid.
"okay okay Keith, calm down. of course we're gonna go to the zoo and stuff but first the hotel and then eat something, don't you think?" I said once that I heard his scream saying "Lance Lance!! we have to go to the zoo! they must have a hippo there!!!" gosh, he's so cute-
"yea... you're right" he admitted.
we went to the hotel "holiday inn" a classic tho, our room 415, Keith told me to ask for a room with only a matrimonial bed just because "those are cheaper than 2 individual beds" so I did it and our room was only with one bed, it wasn't a problem tho... after the whole night that we spent together in the tent HOLDING HANDS- god, I'm having a bi disaster panic attack, anyway, I don't think this is a problem.
we left our suitcases in the room and I asked Keith if he wanted to go to the bathroom and he did, after he came out I saw the bathroom and I realized (and surely Keith too) that there was a tub, nice, I like tubs to take showers.
"so..." I said while I was sitting next to Keith in the bed "there's this market in downtown that I found in multiple Internet sites that may be a good option to eat there"
"sure! I hear you" he answered.
"this market has many places where to eat of different types of food or from different countries. what do you think?" I continued.
"mhm yea! I love the idea, sure" he said while he was smiling.
we went out to downtown and we found the market, we entered and we were seeing all the places where to eat. we chose one of mexican food.
after ask what we wanted to eat and drink we were watching at the street, well... Keith was watching at the street and oh shit, my romantic thoughts started again. his eyes are beautiful, that mix up of dark colors like purple or gray... the size of his eyes that make them show easily all the expressions that he does, his hair, his hair that looks like a cascade of black soft and fresh water, his skin that is like porcelain... he, everything of him... everything that makes him being keith kogane. I'm really in love with him... I really want him with me...
"you moron" he said while he was giggling "how much are you looking at me?"
my face turned red and I just shacked it to hide it. "uhm... no-nothing" come on Lance, stop lying him and lying to yourself. shit, here I go, stupid conscience "I- I was actually... looking at you, I really enjoy the view" he looked at me and then he blushed "uH-" he was smiling, he was. I approached my body to his, holding his neck and part of his cheek with my right hand, I felt his hair, his mullet, shit I love that mullet. Keith understood what I was going to do and he approached his lips to mines and we...
"here's your order guys" the waitress said giving us our plates that we asked.
yea, we didn't kiss, we got interrupted. we both became two tomatoes eating in front of the each other, I saw Keith's face... he was disappointed so I tried to make more conversation about other things and it worked.

[...]

the next hours we went to the an ice cream shop, the botanical garden and we didn't get to go to the zoo because it was already closed. we went to dinner and after that I realized about another thing we could do instead.
"holy shit! Keith!" I yelled.
"what?! what's up?! are you okay?!!"
"the aquarium!! it's still opened , until 9:00 pm. we gotta go, don't you wanna got? come on, tomorrow we spend the whole day in the zoo, I promise" I said.
"OOHH!! the aquarium! sure!! sure sure sure sure!! let's go"
we payed the count and we went running to the aquarium, well... we took the bus but whatever. we get there and we watched all the fishes and other aquatic animals. some stars, sponges, many different types of fishes, shells, crabs... there were only us, because of the hour, they almost close. it was romantic.
in the last big fishbowl we stayed there, sitting in a bench that was there. It had jellyfishes, Keith was looking at them very clearly , it was my moment... it was out moment... I smiled at him when I thought that. he looked at me and he smiled me back, I held his hand and he held mine, with my other hand I held his neck and part of his cheek and we both approached our lips to the each other ones, I touched his lips and I kissed him, and he kissed me, we kissed us...

and that...
that was the most satisfying thing we both have ever done in life.

[[OKAY IDK WTF HAPPENED A MONTH AGO OR WEEKS AGO BUT IT JUST PUBLISHED WITHOUT BEING FINISHED- fellas I changed the prologue 1 bc I wasn't conformed with it since weeks ago so, if you wanna read it again- ANOTHER THING IS THAT- we're almost 500 views I'm rlly happy although that's not a big number, for me, it is... thanks for those who stay, those who are interested and those who likes. anyway woooo, they kissed, I hope you like this bc I not sure if it's that romantic or... very cliché... idk- ANYWAY PLEASE, PLEASE PLEASE, comment, you guys know that I always read your opinions on this and I take the as constructive criticism. AND ALSO IF YOU LIKE IT PLEASE SHARE IT WITH OTHER KLANCERS IF YOU THINK THEY MIGHT LIKE IT. I'm not sure how to publish this in AO3 so I prefer to finish the story here and once finished, publish it in ao3. LOVE YOU GUYS, THANKS FOR ALL ❤️💙]]