Don't regret. (Finished)

He smiled.

Brook's POV

I woke up in Jack's room, I could see that because he's hugging me. One of the things that I like to do the most is to make a spoon, no matter who it is, I just love doing it. Although I have to admit that with Jack is a little different, he's taller than me and I don't know... he feels different in some way and another thing that I have to admit is that with the only one I have been spooning for a while is with Jack and not for anything in particular, I suppose, just because there is no other person with whom I can do it.
My eyes were open but I tried not to move so as not to wake Jack up.

Last night after the strangest question I could think of, we stayed silent for a while. It wasn't an uncomfortable silence, they were one of our silences. I think that after living with someone for so many years that kind of silences are simply perfect.

* Flashback *

"Are you going to stay here?" Jack asked me, my mind goes through millions of things about what I feel at this moment so your question startles me a little.
"Does it bother you?" I smile for my inside because it would be weird if it bother him.
"Today you're asking the strangest questions in the world" I laugh a little and try to look at him but it's all so dark, I can barely see his silhouette.

"We make a teaspoon?" I ask with a joking tone, whenever we sleep together we make a spoon.
"Yes" and with that I turn around and feel his arms hugging my waist.

* End flashback *

"What time is it?" Jack brings me out of my memories.
"How did you know I was awake?" i looked back while he began to pull his arms away from me.
"You breathe differently when you sleep" I smiled at his answer.

I took his cell phone from the floor, where he usually leaves it and watch the time.
"10:23 .... you have to buy furniture mate" at this moment we are both separated.
"I know ... you want to come with me?"
"Okay when?" I looked at him and he looked so sleepy, he's so cute when he wakes up ... I mean like dogs are cute, not in a different way. God. I curse myself internally for my thoughts
"Today" he pulled away the sheets and gets up.
I saw him disappear through the door and I stayed a few minutes more lying down, thinking of nothing special.

"What are you doing here?" Andy entered the room, I lean on my elbows to see him better. "Doesn't matter, and Jack?"
"I don't know, he left a second ago" I answered only to the second question because I don't know what I'm really doing here.
Andy didnt say anything to me and he just left, so I decide to go to my room too, I needed a shower and clean clothes.

Jack' POV

There is never cereal in this house, it's as if everyone decides to eat cereal the day I want it. It's so annoying.
"Hey mate" Rye entered the kitchen with a bowl of cereal, incredible.

"Did you finish all the cereal?" I'm a little irritated.
"There was not much" his face told me that he finished it but I ignored him and sigh.
"BROOK WE'RE GOING TO THE CITY NOW, I'M HUNGRY AND THERE IS NOTHING IN THIS HOUSE" I shout at random while I go to my room to change.

* * *

Brook's POV

With Jack before going to buy his furniture we decided to go to Nando's because neither breakfast and we are hungry, especially Jack that went out last night. And we must add the fact that we are always hungry.

We both ordered an expresso and a portion of white choc & raspberry cheesecake and sat in a place near the window. I looked at him while he arranged the napkins what's on the table, Jack has that mania that everything is symmetrical but I like it a little, he seems cute. I couldn't avoid smile at his face of concentration until he raised his head and found me looking at him. I looked away pretending I wasn't really looking at him. He didn't say anything so I'm going to assume that he didn't notice that.
"So ... why didn't you want to go out last night?" He asked me so I looked at him again.
"I already told you... I had plans with my bed"

"Seriously Brook, you always want to go out" he was right but I didn't know what to answer.
"I just didn't want to, I wanted to be in bed and see Brooklyn 99" I shrugged and took a bite of my cake.
"It's fine but the next time I'm going to stay with you, I missed you last night" I looked at him because the tone of his voice was different from usual.
"You did?" He shrugged this time, it's like something happened between us but it's nothing really.
And then he smiled at me.

And that sensation appears again in my stomach but this time I didn't want to stop looking at him because I love seeing Jack smile, smile at me. And I hate to think about this because it scares me so much but when Jack smiles I feel like my world could end right now and I would die happy. Jack makes me feel a thousand things and at this moment I want that we're both alone and that our lives are different to be able to kiss him.
Because yes, I want to kiss Jack and I don't know why I want to do it, I just know that I need it. I want to kiss that smile more than anything.

And I'm afraid of this feeling