Don't regret. (Finished)

Things happened.

Brook's POV

I wake up in Jack's arms, I can feel his naked body against mine, light enters through the window and I don't heard anything besides the birds, the party is over. I rub my eyes carefully trying not to move too much so not to wake up Jack even though I know he won't do it because he has the heaviest dream of all. As always, we are making a spoon, well ... not as always because this time is different, everything is different this time. I smiled as I remembered the night we spent, one of the most beautiful nights I had in my life. Today I can say that I'm the happiest man on this earth, Jack makes me happier.

I can't believe how in love I am with this guy. How much it means to me and how much it changed our relationship from the first time we met. I always knew that something was different between us, from the first day, but I never imagined something like what is happening today.
I never imagined that something like this would happen to us, that after so much time together we would finish as we finished. I never imagined my feelings or imagined his feelings, everything was suddenly and too fast but I guess that's the way life is and that's how it has to be. That's how I want it to be.

I turn around to face him, I love to look at Jack in the face is like every day I discover something new in it, like those little folds on the sides of his nose, I smiled and I approach them to kissing them, Jack complains a bit but remains closed-eyed. I raise my hand and begin to run his cheeks with my fingers, his skin is soft and I'm dying to kiss its. I'm dying to kiss every inch of him, I think as I run one of my fingers through his lips.
"Hey," says Jack, opening his eyes a little.
"Hey..." I tell him and I feel him squeeze my waist with his hand to get closer to him.
"Good morning" then he sticks his body to mine with a smile and joins our foreheads.

Andy's POV

"We have to tell them," Rye says as I support my arms on the kitchen table, Rye and Mikey are sitting right in front of me.
"I know ... but I don't know how" Mike tells me with the same concern we all have.
"I am going to do it" I declare because nobody else can do this.
"Are you sure?" Rye asks me, I don't answer because I know I have no choice.
Last night things happened that didn't have to happen and rumors expands that didn't have to expand and this morning we received an unfriendly call from Blair.
I don't know how I'm going to do this but anyway I go out of the kitchen.

Then I go up the stairs to Jack's room where I know it's not just Jack.
I knock on the door and hear a lot of noise inside before they let me through.
I enter and I can see that both are lying in bed pretending that nothing happened.
"Guys ..." I start to say but I don't have the words to do it. They just stare at me expectantly so I sigh and close the door behind me.
"Guys ... last night some people saw you together and rumors spread" I say. Jack frowns and lets out a small laugh.
"What are you talking about?" He stops looking at me for a few seconds while Brook just looks down.

"And everyone in networks began to talk about the theme" I say as quiet as I can. "But that's not really the problem" I say "the problem is that Blair knows and is coming here, he called Ryan this morning warning him"
"What? No, it's impossible that they have seen us "Jack says getting up from the bed and beginning to get dressed. Brook continues where he was and I know what he's thinking about because I think it too.
Brook's POV
The first time someone was with a girl and the fans found out, none of us went well.
I remember when the rumors about Andy and Eli started, Blair got us all together and gave us one of the worst talks.

He told us clearly that until we didn't reach our goal, neither could speak or accept being formally dating someone, we had to avoid rumors, that would be the best and since we were talking about the issue and at that time everyone was mad about the ships he also clarified that it was impossible for anyone to have any real relationship between us, at that time it was funny because everything was a joke but it's not anymore, at least mine with Jack no.
Andy leaves us in the room and Jack doesn't say a word to me while he finishes dressing.

I really want to cry because we can deny it to Blair but I don't know what's going to happen after that. Jack was very determined that nobody knew about this and I'm sure he didn't change his mind despite having accepted his feelings towards me so everything hangs a tightrope at this moment and it hurts me to be in this situation again, after everything that happened.
I sigh and start to change slowly, then we go to the kitchen where they're all sitting just waiting, I try to find Jack's eyes a couple of times but they keep avoiding me so I just sit in silent and wait. When Blair arrives my heart starts to beat with fear.

"Okay, I'm going to say this quickly," he says after greeting us "I'm not interested in rumors because I know it's just that, rumors, and I know you're not stupid enough to wind up with each other, it just makes me sick to think about it and do you really believe that you will succeed in something if you follow these steps? Because I only see failure. So think about it and if you have something, let it end now because you know perfectly well that this can only end badly and that it can even ruin your lives, you know how this works and nobody is going to throw everything away on a whim so you go to follow the rules? "He wait for our answers, I look at Jack one more time but he doesn't look at me and he just says "Yes" just like the rest. And I'm breaking up in pieces.