Chapter 6: Secrets Out

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Me: I am back. So this chapter is gonna kinda lingered to me so dont be mad and also.......I GOTTA BOYFRIEND!!!!
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I got my room set up and all. My walls were painted black and Davenport was able to pastel all the trolls from homestuck on my walls. My bed was queen sized and my sheets were black and my covers were cyan blue and my pillows were red and a pillow case that said'Let Me Sleep'. I had dark dark wooden color draws and desk. My laptop and art stuff was on it. I had my doctor who book case and a big mirror. Even tho Davenport put alot of effort to fix the room I was still upset. For the past two weeks after my aunt died I have been cutting deeply and burning myself and smoke. All of it was a secret. I always wore Adams or my hoodies. I wore skinny jeans and tights with short shorts. I went outside alone while they were training. I sat on the roof and smoke. I sighed blowing out the smoke. I threw the cigarette away then went inside.
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Later that night I was in my room crying. I took my blade out then looked at my scars. I began to cut over them so deep I bleed alot. I didnt realize but Adam and Chase came in"Casey?"Chase said and I jumped and dropped my blade and try to hide my wrist. Chase picked up the blade and looked at me. Adam looked at the blood stained blade. Tears filled his eyes. I looked into his eyes and all I saw was disappointment and worried. He took my arms and looked at my wrist and hugged me and held me close"Why Casey....?"he asked as he cried. I cried"I-I dont know...."I said"Please dont cut again....."Adam said and Chase had tears running down his face. "Please dont tell..."I said"Casey I will try to get you to stop but I will help you through this."Adam kissed my forehead. Chase put down the blade on my draw and sat beside me"Casey why do you cut?"Chase ask"I am depress.....I miss my aunt....."I said and looked down"I know you do, we all do.....but you know she would want you to keep going with you perfect life. She wouldnt want you to be sad, she wants you to be happy.."Chase said and got up and left so me and Adam could be alone. I thought about what Chase said. I snuggled against Adam and cried. He held me close and stroke my hair. Then I fell asleep
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The next morning I woke up and Adam was gone. I was under my covers. I got up and put on my hoodie and went down stairs and sat Bree watching Teen Fiancee. Damn that show gets on my nervse. I tapped her on the left shoulder then when she turned to her left I ran right and jumped beside her"OH MEH KANSJDN"Bree yelled"Okeay"I said and laughed. Bree laughed too. I changed the channel to Sponge Bob"Hey"Bree said"Yo"I replied.
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Me: sorry it wus short teehee ^^

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