She looks so perfect- A Tragic Thrills fan fiction

Chapter 11

Have you ever got caught in the moment? Have you ever acted on impulse? Or while being intoxicated? I have.

"C'mon Hannah another drink!" Sydney said while handing me another beer. I was drunk anyway so why not? I chugged it down like I never had a drink in my life. Then two and three more. Then five.

(Cameron's POV) [a/n I've never written with his point of view so if it's bad I'm sorry!]

"Where's Hannah?" I asked Zach, he just shrugged at me. Great that's what I needed. All I wanted was to dance with her before we leave since it was getting pretty late.

"Have you checked with Sydney?" He suggested, taking a sip of his drink. "No? I thought they weren't speaking to each other...."

"I saw Sydney and Hannah going upstairs. They seemed pretty drunk," Zach was smiling, "if they're making out take a picture for me?"

I rolled my eyes and walked upstairs. Every room was filled with a couple either making out, having sex, or doing drugs. I hate parties like this. "Well, I guess she's not here." I leaned against the wall and sighed.

"No! I swear you can't tell him!" Hannah's voice coming from one of the rooms down at the end of the hall. Making my way to the door, Hannah's laughter became very loud and obnoxious. Yep. She's drunk.

I opened the door to find Hannah and Sydney sitting on the bed, holding red disposable cups in their hands. "Oh hey Cameron!" Sydney stumbled towards me. "Hannah has something to tell you!" The girls giggled.

"Uh..okay?" Sydney pushed me onto the bed so I'm sitting across from Hannah.

Her blonde hair was pushed behind her ears, her face was red from laughing too much. She looked at me with her blue eyes and smiled lightly. "Sydney can you leave?" She spoke sweetly and innocently.

Sydney nodded and left the room and closed the door behind her. "So..what did you want to tell me?"

"I like you." She kept giggling and wouldn't stop. Was she serious?

"Really? Hannah, I like you too!" I could feel my heart race right when I said that, I feel like I'm smiling like an idiot.

"Kiss me.." Hannah whispered in my left ear.

"Are you su-" she planted her lips on mine.

I began to kiss back when she sat on my lap. What am I doing? She's drunk!

Her tongue begged for an entrance, which I allowed.

The whole world around me seemed to disappear, it was just me and Hannah. A part of me felt guilty for kissing her while she's drunk and not able to make good decisions, and another part of me never wanted this kiss to end.

I gripped onto her waist while she deepened the kiss. The music from downstairs was the only thing you could hear. What You Need by The Weekend was playing. Without thinking I grabbed her butt. She was unbuttoning my shirt successfully and not breaking the kiss.

"Hey guys-" Zach barged in, "CAMERON?"

We pulled away almost instantly. Hannah was blushing like crazy. "What is it Zach?" She slurred her words.

"I was just saying that it's time to go home.." Zach glared at me, knowing that if he hadn't walked in something might have happened.

I scooped Hannah up off the bed. "Alright time to go, missy." I carried Hannah out to the car and Zach had Sydney on his back.

They girls fell asleep in the back of the car, leaving me and Zach in silence.

"So are we going to take them home?" I asked.

"No. Don't have sex with Hannah while you're at it." He rolled his eyes.

"Nothing was going to happen, you know me!"

"I don't think I do. That didn't seem like you at all. Cameron would have carried her out of the room and tucked her into bed. But no, you were there making out with her!" Zach tried to keep his voice down so the girls wouldn't wake up.

"I didn't mean for that to happen-"

"You weren't even drinking! Do you know how fucked that is? She's drunk out of her mind! She probably doesn't even like you!"

Ouch. That stung a little....but it was true, she probably just wanted sex. I wasn't going to give it to her of course. "Shit.." I mumbled while running my hand through my hair.

"Don't tell her about it in the morning, okay? If she remembers then that's good but if she doesn't it's not worth bringing up."

I looked at him. "Are you sure?"

Zach nodded, pulling into my driveway.

I got Hannah out of the car and carried her into my house. "Cam.." She mumbled in her sleep, "I like you..."

I sighed and set her on my bed, pulling a blanket over her. "Goodnight, Hannah."

I fell asleep on the couch- or tried to anyway. How could I fall asleep? I felt guilty the whole damn time. "Don't tell her about it..." Zach's voice echoed in my head. I think I should tell her. I'm not one to keep secrets.

***

"Cameron wake up..." Hannah's voice cracked, she was poking my arm to wake me up.

"Hannah? Why are you up so early?" I sat up on the couch making room for her. She sighed and put her head in her hands, groaning.

"Here let me get you some water-"

"I had five glasses already. I'm fine."

I rubbed her back, thinking about the kiss last night.

"Do you know what happened last night?" She looked up at me, her hair was all over the place and her makeup was smeared. I smile slightly and brushed her hair out of her face.

"Do you want the truth?" I say, continuing to fix her hair.

"The sweetened version would be nice.." Her head was on my shoulder.

"So you want me to lie?" I chuckled.

"Yes please."

"Well you were a little crazy..."

"Oh no!" She groaned again, "did I sleep with someone?"

"You're at my place-"

"I slept with you?" Hannah rose an eyebrow, her blue eyes looking into mine.

"No..no you're good."

"Oh...okay.." Hannah said, almost looking...disappointed.

"Hannah I have to ask you something..."

"What is it Cameron?"