She looks so perfect- A Tragic Thrills fan fiction

Chapter 23

(A/N) sorry for those lame filler chapters. Hopefully this chapter will make up for it!

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(Cameron's POV)

Sydney was sick this weekend and Zach told me that him and Hannah are going to a party at Michael's place. It would be fun to join them; it would also be fun to see everyone again.

I was driving over to Michael's place when Ho Hey by The Lumineers came on, I couldn't help but sing, obviously. I look over to the spot next to me to see if Hannah was there. Of course she wasn't, but if feels like she should be here. All of these songs remind me of her.

Michael's place looked packed! I can't drink much tonight because I came by myself. I park my car and get out, walking up the steps to his door. Before I could touch the doorknob the door swung open, revealing the crazy party inside. I can already see Brent talking to JP. My heart ached at little at the sight. I miss these guys more than anything.

"Quiseng! What a surprise!" Mike said, holding the door open for me. I walked in and he closed the door. I looked all around his house, to evaluate how big of a party this is. The usual kind of party he threw when we were all in Allstar Weekend.

I remember standing in this same spot two years ago, wearing a white tank top and had my hair cut shorter than usual. "Wow Mike! Wild party!" I shouted over the music. Michael thanked me and handed me a beer. After taking a sip I turn around to find an amazingly beautiful girl walk in.

She was stunning. Everything I wanted at the time. Gosh I just love girls, it's hard to pick a specific type. But this girl met all of the standards I had. Her hair was long, brown, and wavy. She had on a Sleeping With Sirens t-shirt on and a pair of white vans.

I don't really listen to that band but they're pretty cool I guess. If I could talk to this girl I would definitely check them out later.

But this is 2014, time has passed, things have changed. I'm no longer that guy anymore. I'm more mature, determined, and...oh who am I kidding I'm practically the same.

"Hey Cameron I'm gonna check up on Hannah." Michael said before walking away, I grabbed his arm and stopped him. Was he talking the whole time I was having a flash back?

"Wait! Let me come with you!"

Mike gave me a weird look. "Why? Don't you guys hate each other?" I took Michael outside so I could tell him everything. He surprisingly understood and said he has been in my position before. "But she's Zach's girl. You have to let her go and date that foxy red head of yours!"

"Foxy, huh?" I smile at his vocabulary. Sydney is quite 'foxy' indeed but every time I think of her now I feel guilt. Pure guilt.

"Don't let a good girl like that go!" Michael patted my back as we walked inside his house. I spot Hannah and Zach sitting on the couch, sharing a drink, laughing, and kissing.

"But Hannah is the girl I want. Mike I'm not sure I can keep this up any longer..." I said aloud, I looked around to find Michael but he had disappeared. "Mike?"

"Cameron, hey!" Jayce walked up, hand in hand with his girlfriend. Geez, does everyone have a happy relationship except me?!

"Hey!" I forced a smile. Brent decided to join us. We all stood there I'm awkward silence despite the music booming in the background.

"What's up, dude?" Jayce broke the silence and moved his hand down his girlfriends lower back-I'm pretty sure he grabbed her butt.

"Oh, um...I'm trying to find someone..."